the uncommon serious entry
With the release of WoW:BC
I've found myself playing way more then I should. I suppose this is normal for game such as this.
it's not really interfering with my school work so it's not a bad thing.
=======Warning, Bitching commencing Proceed with Caution======
the only thing that is bothering me is the fact that I am not actually working towards losing weight
yeah I know. Bitch, Bitch, Bitch...
I just cannot find the motivation to actually do it
I really want to lose weight. But as I said, no motivation = bleh
In other news, I've been getting depressed more and more often.
It's always about Love and the lack thereof.
again Bitch, Bitch Bitch. :P
I watch alot of Romantic Comedies. Mainly because I love to watch characters develop relationships with eachother and see them pan out.
generally it's rather interesting the kinds of (almost) generic situations they throw them in. Yet I keep coming back for more :P
ya know, the more I think about it. The more I believe that I need something to be truly passionate about.
something to lose myself in so completly that I will not think of such trivial things like love.
ho ho, I say that now. Yet I know I'll be wanting that which I have a serious lack of at the moment sometime down the road.
but such is life.
I think some of this is from me being dumb in a sense.
I've been talking to an Ex g/f lately
while I know I have no romantic feelings for her, I keep talking to her :P
and I feel all stalker annoying-ish. Even though I know I'm not.
I generally get embaressed and start typing alot, then stop talking. Because I am far to embaressed to continue
I think I need to just stop IM'ing people
mabey that will help
Going back to the whole, bodyweight thing. It's something that I believe will help me with my low self esteem
I'm aware that just about everyone has it once in a while ,so zomg nothing new. I just tend to have it alot >_<
though mabey that comes from a low self image of ones self. hmm...
People call it modesty, I call it low self image :P
I asked my freind Nikki (not Nikker :P) what she thought I was good at (I talk to her alot)
she told me, DDR and Listening
whoop dee fucking doo.
dont get me wrong. I love DDR
but come on. I'm not really that good To be honest.
ugh
(I do appreciate the advice, so it's not like I'm being an ass because of what she said :P)
I really wanna know what i'm good at. I really havent found out exactly what it is.
I've found myself playing way more then I should. I suppose this is normal for game such as this.
it's not really interfering with my school work so it's not a bad thing.
=======Warning, Bitching commencing Proceed with Caution======
the only thing that is bothering me is the fact that I am not actually working towards losing weight
yeah I know. Bitch, Bitch, Bitch...
I just cannot find the motivation to actually do it
I really want to lose weight. But as I said, no motivation = bleh
In other news, I've been getting depressed more and more often.
It's always about Love and the lack thereof.
again Bitch, Bitch Bitch. :P
I watch alot of Romantic Comedies. Mainly because I love to watch characters develop relationships with eachother and see them pan out.
generally it's rather interesting the kinds of (almost) generic situations they throw them in. Yet I keep coming back for more :P
ya know, the more I think about it. The more I believe that I need something to be truly passionate about.
something to lose myself in so completly that I will not think of such trivial things like love.
ho ho, I say that now. Yet I know I'll be wanting that which I have a serious lack of at the moment sometime down the road.
but such is life.
I think some of this is from me being dumb in a sense.
I've been talking to an Ex g/f lately
while I know I have no romantic feelings for her, I keep talking to her :P
and I feel all stalker annoying-ish. Even though I know I'm not.
I generally get embaressed and start typing alot, then stop talking. Because I am far to embaressed to continue
I think I need to just stop IM'ing people
mabey that will help
Going back to the whole, bodyweight thing. It's something that I believe will help me with my low self esteem
I'm aware that just about everyone has it once in a while ,so zomg nothing new. I just tend to have it alot >_<
though mabey that comes from a low self image of ones self. hmm...
People call it modesty, I call it low self image :P
I asked my freind Nikki (not Nikker :P) what she thought I was good at (I talk to her alot)
she told me, DDR and Listening
whoop dee fucking doo.
dont get me wrong. I love DDR
but come on. I'm not really that good To be honest.
ugh
(I do appreciate the advice, so it's not like I'm being an ass because of what she said :P)
I really wanna know what i'm good at. I really havent found out exactly what it is.