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[kaleidoscopesky]

My gosh have i been stupid. As always, it's not until the last minute, two in the morning, when I finally find what i'm looking for. I am absolutly captivated by reading the Xanga's of kids i know who are soo passionate about Jesus. It is so absolutly refreshing. It makes me want to throw up routine, throw up religion and staring at myself in the

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[singme_electric]

i'm positively baffled by this sentence..
It makes me want to throw up routine, throw up religion and staring at myself in the mirror.

i don't know if it's because you spelled it funny or what..i just don't understand what you are trying to say?

[singme_electric]

o yeah, i didn't realize you started school this week, miah doesn't go back till monday, i wanted to bake you cookies and kiss you off on your first day. tear.

[kaleidoscopesky]

Nothing is spelled funny sweet sugar buns. This is a translation of the phrase.

" I want to throw up (purge having) routine (and doing everything because it's in my schedule instead of me , in my soul, wanting to do it),religion ( as opposed to faith. like the strict hipocritical rules that bind us up instead of letting us grow and be who we are in Christ), and (constantly) starring into the mirror (wishing i was somthing else or thinking that i'm doing it all wrong)."

understand now?