jinx
Yesterday I was talking to Matt, telling him how impressed I am with myself cuz I have been watching my money, NO OVERDRAFT FEES. Talk about jinx...
last night we went to am's mom's place and i got this letter from BANK OF AMERICA telling me I have overdraft fees and charges that run up to 100 dollars. my jaw DROPPED because i made the decision not too long ago to make Bank One my main account (since i have better money management with it). Well, i got online to check my statements from Bank of America and see why, what did i do?... well, turns out i'm not -$100, instead i'm -$206!!!!!!!!!!!! I kept on talking to myself "WHAT THE FUCK.........." and getting really riled up. i review the statement and I see 3 purchases and one is from Oklahoma. I was like um... i spent 70 dollars in oklahoma on april 20th?! then i was like "ok wait... i have not been to oklahoma since my visit with Kelly... and that was in jan"... so of course i got PISSED and was stressing out BAD. i emailed BOA and was bitching them out... telling them they allow unauthorized purchases. I also emailed Ivo and told him "Be honest with me, have you made a purchase on my debit card... and I NEED TO KNOW if your in okla now so u can take care of this"... GRRRRRRRRR oh my god.. if i find out Ivo did this, HELL IS GOING TO BREAK LOOSE. I'm going to have him deported! And I wont talk to certain people cuz they got me in this situation and I regret it big time. but if ivo did not do this, i am going to file a claim and i'm going to tell Bank of America they should have listened to me a long time ago when I requested for a NEW account! they were like "well, we cant do that cuz your husband isn't here"........ WHAT THE FUCK EVER. my husband has done NOTHING for me in the last 2 years we were married, except for a few 20 dollars here and there. And my 2 year anniversary is coming up... OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH and July 10th is the last day for me to go up to Oklahoma for the interview... IF he does not pay for my fucking overdraft fees AND everything else, i'm not going to oklahoma and he can kiss america good bye.
oh my god... i'm getting riled up talking about Ivo WHEN it probably isnt his fault :( whatever, he deserves it. .... kinda. he's a NICE guy, a GREAT guy... but, he's so irresponsible. he's immature and he does not know what he wants out of life. we remain good friends after i moved out of Oklahoma but, STILL!!!! he needs to realize i did him a HUGE favor, I did things for him and that could have jeopardize my relationship with my family. I knew it was a mistake but i had to put that trust in him and he needs to realize that what i have done for him in the last 2 years will be MORE than ANYBODY would do for him. I tried to be understanding, I tried to be patient, I tried everything. I regret getting married and not putting myself first. I regret allowing myself being dragged in this situation and I'm afraid that I'm going to say something to a certain person that "introduced" me to him (matt knows who)...that i will RUIN things. That is how mad i am at this point. I'm mad about my bank account then it leads to that immature asshole husband of mine. ARGH........................... i'm being irrational.
ok back to the bank. FUCK bank of america. FUCK it... if they dont work something out with me i'm NOT paying that 200 dollars because IT wasnt my fault and it was unauthorized. i called the company and they are giving me the runaround and i'm YELLING at the relay going "DO SOMETHING IDIOT"... i actually said that. i mean... the relay's too passive and TOO SLOW and i dont care if that is her job but she has to understand that when I ASK to speak to a represenative directly, IT DOES NOT MEAN U PUSH FUCKING BUTTONS........... STUPID relay.. i wish they'd go out of business and we deafies can have this device where we can be teleported somewhere and strangle people that steal our money.
ok i'm sounding like a psycho. i'm not going to have a good weekend because greedy fuckers want to take advantage of me who DEPENDS on social security and food stamps. :( i want to cry... and my mind's on neopets :( but i have to go soon. neopets makes me feel better :( its my outlet from the harsh relaties of my life :( i hate sharing a computer with 2 other people. *sigh* somebody needs to magically fix my hard drive. i better go before jason or amanda sees me cry. FUCK bank of america, FUCK ivo....... even tho he hasnt done anything wrong... YET.