i'd have to say that this has definitely been the week from hell if i've ever had one. saturday night, we got really busy at one point bob flipped out and cassie quit. it was a night so full of drama that i wasn't exactly sure what to do with myself. then after work, i get in the car and my mom tells me that she has to leave mark because he ( Read more... )

so i'm in school right now bored outta my mind! ahH! anyhooz i havent been able to write much because my computer hates me and decided to die a couple weeks ago. i can't wait for the sophmore party in two weeks...it's gonna be much much fun. i can't wait to get to hang out with my people again! ahh i miss them soooo sooo sooo much! ahH! welp, ( Read more... )

well, i'm going out with tony. i haven't been this happy in a while. i'm on the phone with him now. wow...these past couple days have been so much fun and i dunno i guess i just haven't really had much to say in this thing lately. i changed my layout. cute huh? i like it. anyways...i dunt know what else to say. i'm tired and sick and blahh ( Read more... )

i wrote a private entry for today...it's kinda my gathering of thoughts from this past year...anyways if yah wanna read it and i trust yah enough let me know and i'll send it to you...if not here's some stuff from that entry ( Read more... )

Spell your first name backwards]: anielak ( Read more... )

i wish i could describe the way i feel right now. i feel betrayed and alone in so many ways. stuff with my dad never fails to get bad just when i'm used to them being good. it's crazy but i can't help feeling like my whole world is never going to make sense. i haven't talked to ian in over a week. it scares me because i know that just because ( Read more... )

so this week has been quite eventful i guess...not really but it will be on friday. i fucking have 2 finals and god only knows how horrible i'm going to do on them or when my wellness final is for that matter. but either way it's all good right? wrong...it's horrible and i'm freaking out! anyways, after that...Tay and Jill are sleeping over and ( Read more... )

okay so i havent updated in a while and alyssa is mad at me for it. i think i need to take a few minutes to write about what that girl means to me because i think she might have forgotten, or think that i've forgotten all the things she's done for me. i don't think i could appreciate someone as much as i appreciate her. she's an amazing friend ( Read more... )

so i finally realized what the tears were all about last night...and even today. i'm growing up. more than i ever could have imagined. it's taken him being gone to realize that i have made it...i've made it through the hard times that i've been having on my own. nobody here to help me but myself. and i'm not used to being independent. i ( Read more... )

so i've spent the past hour and a half crying and i still haven't stopped yet. so much shit has been gettin to me tonight and i can't help it. i realized that tomorrow is christmas eve and i don't want it to come. jay's not here and that in itself makes me depressed. i've been eating candy canes and listening to christmas songs trying to get ( Read more... )