it has recently come to my attention that my ex is reading my LJ aloud to random strangers. well, theyre strangers to me. but to him, theyre "bangin girls" that apparently he wants to fuck.

oh well. so he doesnt love me anymore. ive accepted that he doesnt want me back once, i can do it again. and i have. i want him to be happy. even if it means ( Read more... )

So me and Eric have decided to be friends ( Read more... )

So yes, once again, Ive held in my emotions from a breakup about a week or so ( Read more... )

well thats over. once again. and this time i fucking deserved it. no. i deserve worse than him just breaking up with me. i deserve what hes doing, going and telling everyone what i did. im a horrible fucking person and i deserve to die for causing him pain. HIM. the one person whos ever loved me for who I am, the one who refused to give up on me ( Read more... )

we're back together, and things are actually back to normal. its weird, knowing what we've been through in the past few weeks and feeling like i used to.... its almost surreal ( Read more... )

Eric wants me back ( Read more... )

My uncle Ron died ( Read more... )

ok no one seemed to care enough to ask me. whatever ( Read more... )

now hes changing his story.

its a really fucking big change too.

IM me if you want the details. im not posting it here for everyone to see.

AIM - Nokomis22687

now i know why i was so calm before ( Read more... )