cool. ive got 675457684364 things i need to do within the next week and a half or so. anyways...i really need to take control to accomplish one of my new years resolutions...but its just not in my nature. ive always been the one who lets oppertunites pass her by. i just never know what i want, sometimes i need someone to decide things for me. ( Read more... )

im in the mood to write one of those deep, thoughtful entries. But i'll spare you the torture. Today my darling Claires turned 17. they grow up soo fast ( Read more... )

i cant write in here, i have no desire. i keep writing things, then deleting it b.c its dumb. Break is basically over with, but it was fun while it lasted. I never made it to colorado...they cancelled like 200 flights, mine being one of them. Hmm...what have i been up to you ask. Well, last night was actually fun. I kicked ass at air hockey and we ( Read more... )

why do i let people upset me. I thought i didnt care, but apparently im not as numb as i thought. cool ( Read more... )

i just woke up. i always get really crazy after i take a nap...and im not really functional. Thats probably why i fell down the last like 5 stairs, hit my stupid already injured knee and banged my elbow which is killing right now. Anyways, for some reason i havent been excited about christmas at all. I guess its because Christmas isnt really a huge ( Read more... )

today feels so routine, nothing out of the ordinary. School. home. check my email. read live journals. eat. take everything out of my school bag, look at the piles of homework, ignore the piles of homework...back to the computer...read more live journals. listen to music ( Read more... )

i know, im updating like whoa. But its the only way i feel truly connected to the world while im away. yesterday i hurt myself snowboarding. Thank you bryan and laura for cursing me. yeah, so i was trying to carve and hit some ice...broke my fall with my knee. and now it hurts like a bitch and its brusied. so today we didnt go b.c i cant bend my ( Read more... )

hey all. im in colorado right now. i just put the bindings on my snowboard so we should be heading out for the slopes soon. I dont think my sister really wants to go today, but hopefully she still will. If not today then tomorrow for sure b. were going up with a bunch of people. Im so excited, i love it here. The ride out here was interesting. I ( Read more... )

im sorry to those of you who encountered Kali the bitch today, i clearly woke up one the wrong side of the bed ( Read more... )

A good football day, no pile of homework due tomorrow, the fact that i love having the house to myself in the morning like i did today, perkins, and a mix of my favorite songs that im listening to right now makes me a very happy person.

i love you and i love the christmas season