I have been drinking way too much this week ( Read more... )

Its funny that I would quote a stupid movie that I watched in highschool....but I saw someone with this icon, and it just fits. ehhh ( Read more... )

I realize I'm searching for answers and I'm not going to find them. I just won't.

I seriously need to just give up on this, I'm losing too much sleep over it.

I have been debating deleting this journal. Or perhaps, keeping it "alive" but not updating it. Basically saying good-bye to it and closing the chapters of my life that it contains. I've had this journal for so long now, since 2002. Wow, have I changed. Well, some of me has. There is a lot of crap that has happened in those four years.... good ( Read more... )

I was looking back at old entries....trying to put together things in my head, trying to remember, to ....well, I dunno. But I had made a post wanting people to respond and explain what love means to them ( Read more... )

How do you go to sleep when your brain is in 100 places?

this is a drug I can't sweat out.

blaaaaaaaaah ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days where you just go,

I'm done
I'm finished
I'm cashing out
I'm giving up the fight
I'm not doing this shit anymore

That's how I feel right now.

And I keep asking myself, how the fuck did I get to this point? I knew I took a wrong fucking turn somewhere.

I understand it now ( Read more... )

ok....I'm seriously getting fed up with guys not paying for shit.

its rude.