HYACINTH>> HYACINTH HYACINTHHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTH.... Dear god the pain right now is so incredible and deep but I can't dull it, dilute it or be rid of it. I want very much to die right now. There. It's out in the open. IWANT TO F&(&(KN DIE. But I can't. I cannot do myself in. Karmic debt is a bitch. Besides, I think about ( Read more... )