I'm sorry I'm not perfect. But I am who I am. No matter where I am, there is petty high school drama. I think I truly hate the general populace. Some people need to be kicked in the teeth. I want my job to get better, be able to afford everything i and we want. Going to go now, get some ciggerettes.

I'm so excited... this is the first thanksgiving in a long time that i won't be working!!! Every year I know that since i'm a waitress, I will have to work all kinds of holidays. Damon's is closed tommorrow, or later today depending on how you look at it.

well off to bed. I have a busy day tomorrow.

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My Grandmother passed away last night. I'm taking this way better than i thought, but i could just be bottling up my emotions. I know she's in a better place. The viewings are 2-4 and 6-8 on Friday. The funeral mass is at 10am Sat. morning.

I love you grandma.... may you rest in peace.

Laura Kowalec
10/6/22-11/1/06

So, The picnic was a blast. and i think it was the first picnic i've been to were it DIDN'T rain. Our kissing booth was a success raising money for the Brad fund. It's amazing to hear some peoples requests. I didn't get to spend much time with Gary but I think he had a great time too. Days like that are needed to feel good and just have fun. Now ( Read more... )

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why? that's it. all i want to know. what happens when things aren't fun anymore, or you are hurt, or feel betrayed? I am dealing with so much and so is the rest of the world. Hopefully this weekend will be good.

Dear World:
I'm trying hard to deal with me right now. I hate all the different cliques and rumors and drama when i'm just trying to feel better. Please but the fuck out, stopping telling lies, and making things up. Don't you all have better things to do?

Things are going pretty good lately. Changing meds a few time is stressful and hard on others around me. Thank god for a great husband and good "kids". everyone has been good to me and hopefully i can do good for them. I've started selling Avon as a way to earn a little extra money. Work is slowing progressing the way i want it to. more soon...

Your results:
You are Wonder Woman
Wonder Woman
85%
Iron Man
85%
Green Lantern
80%
Spider-Man
75%
Catwoman
75%
Superman
65%
Batman
60%
Supergirl
60%
Robin
57%
Hulk
55%
The Flash
50%

You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.


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