Lindsay will fix this Im sure so it doesnt take up room
_____Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Jessica (only like 2 people), Jessy (lindsay), Kanada (like every one), Kalika (a few people who know me really well), Xolani (one or two people)
[x] my first breath of air: September 15, 1987
[x] marital status: : I have a fiance and a girlfriend. You figure it out.
[x] occupation: student
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: ... heh... First would be the time that my Father broke me and then all the times after that that he made me cry. Second would be the day I met Stephen. Third would bethe day Stephen asked me to marry him. Fourth would be the day that chantelle lindsay and I graduated from eigth grade and I went home and cried because they were going to a different high school and I realized Id never get to see them. w00t for my Father.
[x] worst?: okay it says most MEMORABLE not BEST.
[x] first word uttered: Daddy, as much as it sickens me.
[x] first best friend ever!?: ... Sadly enough, when I was in like 7th or 8th grade, would be lindsay.
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: weak, hateful, pointless, murderous, depressing
[x] first love: *sad* johnny... Blah I HATE thinking...
[x] love or lust?: lust. At least its easy to get rid of and cant hurt you for life.
[x] best love song: ... O.o ... uhh... ooo Gravity of Love by Enigma (<3 Stephen)
[x] when love hurts, you: cry on the inside, pretend that Im as happy as ever, then go home and throw things.
[x] true or false: all you need is love: "Sometimes love just aint enough"
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: No.
______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: gay boys! gay boys! GAY BOYS!!!!!!!!!
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: haha since john hates Stephen and is homophobic... a little only because I dont want my ass kicked, but generally, no.
[x] what kinda hair style?: depends. Usually long, if they have really sexy dark hair. But short is also really sexy sometimes... *shrug* Depends on the person.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: ... *shrugs* I really dont know. Oh, actually, Stephen sung to me one time. *grins and melts* It was sweet. What was it? "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine" *smiles*
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: ... I wait for my friends to introduce me to new people. Other wise, I automatically hate everyone I dont know.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: what? I hate people. And Im scared of phones. Why would I do that?
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: cats
[x] short or long hair: mine? long-ish
[x] sunshine or rain: rain, but only if its pretty rain. It has to either be play-in-able so I can go outside and dance and play in the mud, or it has to be severely thunderstorming, which is really pretty. And considering the sun makes me go blind and burns my skin to 2nd degree burns in like 3 hours, anything BUT sunlight is good.
[x] moon or sun: Moon
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: ... I dunno. It gets lonely sometimes when you dont have good friends...
[x] summer or winter: neither, but I guess summer because theres no snow
[x] written letters or e-mails: Letters, they're more romantic
[x] playstation or nintendo: playstation
[x] car or motorcycle: motercycles, nothing hotter then a guy on a motercycle, unless hes a really sexy guy in the back of a car with another really sexy guy and theyre at least making out or fondling eachother.
[x] house party or club: parties blow ass.
[x] sing or dance: I love singing, as long as the music is loud enough for other people to not hear me. Dancing in the rain is lovely.
[x] freak or slow dance: slow
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today?: ...O.o *shrug* sad because I miss Stephen and Kendall is also gone...
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: my new pink/black kitty pj pants
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now?: my wife beater that amber made me that says INVADE CANADA on the front and THATS ME!! on the back
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: umm... its... down around my shoulders-like??
[x] what song are u listening to right now?: voltaire - believe/all the way down
[x] how is the weather right now?: bright... it hurts... I honestly couldnt open my eyes in the car yesterday... Stupid eyes/body
[x] last person you talked to on the phone?: ... .... ..... Cant remember
[x] last dream you can remember?: apocolypse... For like the past few months Ive been having these dreams *shrug*
[x] who are you talking to right now?: myself
[x] what time is it?: 1:59 PM
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?:lol I dont know. Youll have to ask danny or libby.
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: jet black or that crazy hot pink colour. Depends on my mood.
[x] have you ever almost died?: I almost drowned in the Thames once... Got into five car accidents with libby in one night... I know there was another time, but I cant quite remember...
[x] do u like the person that sent u this?: well, I punked it off Kohais lj, and since shes my wife and the person who pretty much introduced me to Harry Potter and harry/draco fanfics, lets hope I like her.
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy?: psh, none
[X] Whats the best advice you ever got? "crying/emotions are weak" constantly since I can remember... Thanks Dad.
[x] ever won any special award? I used to win academic awards constantly. *laughs*
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done?: Too many to count...
[x] how many kids do you want to have? *looks horrified at the mention of kids and runs to get a knife so she can cut out her uterus*
[x] shampoo? whatever mommy puts in the shower
[x] what are you most scared of?: ... Nothing...
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: ... I dunno.... like... 4?
[x] do you have your own TV?: yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: fractured my knuckles the time I punched lindsays wall. That hurt A LOT
[x] Who do you dream about?: ... People... Me... Dying... I dont wanna talk about it.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: ...sometimes Kohai... Not usually anyone...
<3 Xolani
I am off to read fanfic!!!
PS..... Like my new icon? *hugs it* Its SO cute!!!!!