My life has been really mixed so far. Alot of things have happened and i don't know if im ready to deal with it, but i guess thats not an option, huh? first of all, Tonie's gone, and of course i talk to her on the fone and stuff, but its not the same as seeing her everyday. She seems to be the only person i can really talk to who won't judge me on ( Read more... )

Last nite was oo freakin scary ( Read more... )

Everyday gets harder ( Read more... )

.::*::.One funnie ass moment ( Read more... )

I feel so bad for all my friends. their all having problems and i just wish i could help everyone, but obviously i can't. i'm not some kinda perfect person with super natural powers who can make all your problems disappear, but i can do this. i'll be here when things go wrong. ill be here when some one puts you down. and i will always be here if ( Read more... )

Today was a gold day, thank god. It wasn't actually that bad. Ok, so first, i have science. It was pretty chill, we went to the computer lab to do our protfolio, but knowing me, i couldn't concentrate. so i was like stuck on the same page for like and hour. then ben had some cookies, so we all stole them from him cuz he got all protective over them ( Read more... )

my day was really kinda boring/tiring/confusing/AHHHH!! ok, so, today was the first day back at school and i really don't want to be at school cuz itz fucking boring. So i went to first period, which was math and i was like completely unprepared cuz 1) i didn't have my binder cuz i miust have left it at home but thatz like not right cuz i know i ( Read more... )

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! ok well....almost. Today was pretty chill. I woke up at like 9:30 cuz my sister came home and got her permit! haha, now she can drive me everywhere, ok well, not yet. So then i was really bored and had nothing to do , so when ever i'm in that position, i ALWAYS call Devin. So i was on the fone with devin for like a half hour, i ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool. I finished Shakespeare (thank god!) so, all i have is my religion projecto and my extra credit. I officially don't understand guys. I like this one guy, but i don't know if he likes me too. I think he does, but i don't want to get my hopes up, so i won't. hez like the only person who doesn't think we're together either, itz ( Read more... )