Beep trees, I climb buoys, mothertrucke....
Just to be clear, I don't have any personal grudges with anyone (Well, maybe one or two people, but anyone reading this will have never met them. Well, maybe a few people, but I can't think of them. Who knows. Lol.). I just..... get stressed out easily Xd so sometimes in private I complain, or in public try to clarify things... maybe a little strongly.
So.. the whole Maryland thing.. I just really really wanted to update people on geography XD; It DOES NOT take 20 minutes to go from Maryland to Virginia on the metro. I don't want to go around sharing this, but I find it ignorant. I even went a little psycho and drew on google maps picture where things were, pointed out how far away they were, how long it took to get to here or there. It's just a pet peeve of mine when people don't try to figure out things themselves or just kind of let themselves be ignorant of things when it affects others.
I want to be opening and welcoming to anyone who wants to come, regardless of where they live or how far they are into the fashion.. but honestly, I'm a bum, and secretly, I'm also a jerk occasionally. There are times, I wish I had behaved better or said things differently. It's always hard interacting with people you're trying to curry over, especially.. when it feels tiresome to care, because it's seems like a lot of effort for what can feel like very little reward. I hope that whoever I've been a butt to, will look past my buttheadness and enjoy the community though.. because it would be a shame to miss out because of me, haha. There are fabulous people in our group and I love them all.
I'm really whiny on LJ lately. Before, I tried to delete those annoying entries. I never bothered to feel more annoyed than the span of the time it took me to write those entries. >_> Writing them was just an exercise in working out my stress, and I didn't want to share too whiny stuff. Now, I kind of look at them and think.. well, those posts aren't all of me. And if you've met in person, you'd know, I'm actually kind of goofy and carefree (I hope, haha) (and probably sometimes I do/say things a little too far; ah weird insane spurred moments, I wish I could take back). So, I don't really worry about those posts or if >_> And neither should anyone else.
And now for something silly.
I was switching around camera cards (I have a decent amount of photos I need to get sorted out...) when I noticed one of my pictures from Norway.. it was from a lunch cruise, and my immediate first thought was...
So.. the whole Maryland thing.. I just really really wanted to update people on geography XD; It DOES NOT take 20 minutes to go from Maryland to Virginia on the metro. I don't want to go around sharing this, but I find it ignorant. I even went a little psycho and drew on google maps picture where things were, pointed out how far away they were, how long it took to get to here or there. It's just a pet peeve of mine when people don't try to figure out things themselves or just kind of let themselves be ignorant of things when it affects others.
I want to be opening and welcoming to anyone who wants to come, regardless of where they live or how far they are into the fashion.. but honestly, I'm a bum, and secretly, I'm also a jerk occasionally. There are times, I wish I had behaved better or said things differently. It's always hard interacting with people you're trying to curry over, especially.. when it feels tiresome to care, because it's seems like a lot of effort for what can feel like very little reward. I hope that whoever I've been a butt to, will look past my buttheadness and enjoy the community though.. because it would be a shame to miss out because of me, haha. There are fabulous people in our group and I love them all.
I'm really whiny on LJ lately. Before, I tried to delete those annoying entries. I never bothered to feel more annoyed than the span of the time it took me to write those entries. >_> Writing them was just an exercise in working out my stress, and I didn't want to share too whiny stuff. Now, I kind of look at them and think.. well, those posts aren't all of me. And if you've met in person, you'd know, I'm actually kind of goofy and carefree (I hope, haha) (and probably sometimes I do/say things a little too far; ah weird insane spurred moments, I wish I could take back). So, I don't really worry about those posts or if >_> And neither should anyone else.
And now for something silly.
I was switching around camera cards (I have a decent amount of photos I need to get sorted out...) when I noticed one of my pictures from Norway.. it was from a lunch cruise, and my immediate first thought was...