Introduction. Because I feel like it.
Losing emotion, finding devotion
Should I dress in white and search the sea
As I always wished to be - one with the waves
Ocean Soul
© phantomcalliope
My life. What a trip it's been so far. Like most people, I've had enough ups and downs in my life to drive a man crazy. Like most people, my heart has been beaten up pretty badly throughout the years by myself and by others. Like most people, many of the things I've chased after in my life have left me feeling empty and unsatisfied.
Unlike most people, I had a childhood dream to become a rockstar that came true.
- Brian Head Welch: Save Me From Myself
«
to you it's a game, to me it's a joke
»
NAME/ALIAS: niina/mary von sickingen/lunacy/kallavindar
DOB: jan 11th, 1991
SIGN: capricorn/horse in chinese zodiac
LOCATION: finland, pirkanmaa, virrat. from june 2011 forward, finland, kainuu, kajaani.
INTERNET: facebook, twitter, formspring, listography, last.fm
«
take hold of my hand, for you are no longer alone - walk with me in hell
»
HOBBIES
★ reading → non-fiction (psychology, religions, philosophy, history, cultures), j.r.r. tolkien, neil gaiman, jodi picoult, stephen king, dee brown, torey hayden, cornelius jakhelln, john ajvide lindqvist, j.k. rowling, edgar allan poe
★ photoshop → photoshopping demon eyes
★ movies & tv → the lord of the rings, zero day, v for vendetta, saw, sauna, häjyt, 24, supernatural
★ music → metal & fi-reggae, check out my last.fm
★ knitting → socks, little things for little people
«
the patron saint of fools answers all your requests
»
TO WHOM I OWE MY LIFE
★ Jonathan Davis for pulling me through adolescence
★ J.R.R. Tolkien for inspiring me to write
★ "Dean Winchester" (or the writer of the Supernatural episode Dead In The Water) for this: "But see, my mom-I know she wanted me to be brave. I think about that every day. And I do my best to be brave."
«
my thoughts speak louder the more I resist
»
WORDLISTS
★ YES: pro-choice, anti-death penalty, politically incorrect, cynical, perfectionist, verbally aggressive, an ocean soul.
★ NO: feminist, fundamentalist, alcoholist, physically aggressive, racist, lazy, religious, politically correct.
«
nothing's sacred, nothing's pure
»
FICTIONAL CHARACTERS I LOVE
★ Harry Potter → severus snape, sirius black.
★ The Lord of the Rings → aragorn, legolas, boromir, merry
★ Ice Age → buck, buck and buck (+ diego)
★ other → jigsaw, v, hannibal lecter, kristian pesonen, count dracula, little foot, scar, antti karhu
«
this could be my requiem, but don't bury me too deep
»
SEVEN DEADLY SINS
★ envy, sloth, gluttony, wrath, pride, lust, greed
(key: not at all, somewhat, very much)
SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES
★ chastity, temperance, charity, diligence, patience, kindness, humility
(key: not at all, somewhat, very much
«
this god that I worship, this demon I blame
»
FUTURE
★ after high school? → vocational school
★ vocational school? → car mechanic or a stylist
★ family? → i've found The One, he's allergic to cats which means we'll have dogs and we'll live in the eastern part of finland and watch shitty movies and play facebook games because everyone loves a virtual hippo
★ death? → dnw
«
why care at all, when the pain looks good on you
»
I most definitely can be cheerful. I can be amiable. Agreeable. Affable. And that's only the A's. Just don't ask me to be nice. Nice has nothing to do with me.
- The Book Thief by Markus Zusak
Should I dress in white and search the sea
As I always wished to be - one with the waves
Ocean Soul
© phantomcalliope
My life. What a trip it's been so far. Like most people, I've had enough ups and downs in my life to drive a man crazy. Like most people, my heart has been beaten up pretty badly throughout the years by myself and by others. Like most people, many of the things I've chased after in my life have left me feeling empty and unsatisfied.
Unlike most people, I had a childhood dream to become a rockstar that came true.
- Brian Head Welch: Save Me From Myself
«
to you it's a game, to me it's a joke
»
NAME/ALIAS: niina/mary von sickingen/lunacy/kallavindar
DOB: jan 11th, 1991
SIGN: capricorn/horse in chinese zodiac
LOCATION: finland, pirkanmaa, virrat. from june 2011 forward, finland, kainuu, kajaani.
INTERNET: facebook, twitter, formspring, listography, last.fm
«
take hold of my hand, for you are no longer alone - walk with me in hell
»
HOBBIES
★ reading → non-fiction (psychology, religions, philosophy, history, cultures), j.r.r. tolkien, neil gaiman, jodi picoult, stephen king, dee brown, torey hayden, cornelius jakhelln, john ajvide lindqvist, j.k. rowling, edgar allan poe
★ photoshop → photoshopping demon eyes
★ movies & tv → the lord of the rings, zero day, v for vendetta, saw, sauna, häjyt, 24, supernatural
★ music → metal & fi-reggae, check out my last.fm
★ knitting → socks, little things for little people
«
the patron saint of fools answers all your requests
»
TO WHOM I OWE MY LIFE
★ Jonathan Davis for pulling me through adolescence
★ J.R.R. Tolkien for inspiring me to write
★ "Dean Winchester" (or the writer of the Supernatural episode Dead In The Water) for this: "But see, my mom-I know she wanted me to be brave. I think about that every day. And I do my best to be brave."
«
my thoughts speak louder the more I resist
»
WORDLISTS
★ YES: pro-choice, anti-death penalty, politically incorrect, cynical, perfectionist, verbally aggressive, an ocean soul.
★ NO: feminist, fundamentalist, alcoholist, physically aggressive, racist, lazy, religious, politically correct.
«
nothing's sacred, nothing's pure
»
FICTIONAL CHARACTERS I LOVE
★ Harry Potter → severus snape, sirius black.
★ The Lord of the Rings → aragorn, legolas, boromir, merry
★ Ice Age → buck, buck and buck (+ diego)
★ other → jigsaw, v, hannibal lecter, kristian pesonen, count dracula, little foot, scar, antti karhu
«
this could be my requiem, but don't bury me too deep
»
SEVEN DEADLY SINS
★ envy, sloth, gluttony, wrath, pride, lust, greed
(key: not at all, somewhat, very much)
SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES
★ chastity, temperance, charity, diligence, patience, kindness, humility
(key: not at all, somewhat, very much
«
this god that I worship, this demon I blame
»
FUTURE
★ after high school? → vocational school
★ vocational school? → car mechanic or a stylist
★ family? → i've found The One, he's allergic to cats which means we'll have dogs and we'll live in the eastern part of finland and watch shitty movies and play facebook games because everyone loves a virtual hippo
★ death? → dnw
«
why care at all, when the pain looks good on you
»
I most definitely can be cheerful. I can be amiable. Agreeable. Affable. And that's only the A's. Just don't ask me to be nice. Nice has nothing to do with me.
- The Book Thief by Markus Zusak