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Ok
So been forgetting to write
Well not so much forgetting and busy and kept saying "later!"
Ok
So been forgetting to write
Well not so much forgetting and busy and kept saying "later!"
But first off, I yelled at Xan. Was gonna beat his ass but he showed up in shadow form.
Was planning on just walking up and punching him in the balls.
And interestingly enough I kept myself from swearing and calling him a ton of possibly hurtful names, though also part of me was thinking he'd just run away if I did.
Eventually yelling turned to talking and some things got fixed... though part of me still wants to punch him.
Learned some things too. Like that Ms Van is their real mother, but there's some kind of time magic shit going on.
And expanding on the last entry I STILL don't know what to make of the drawing.
Li says it's accurate too.
And so does a few others.
But it's still weird because I apparently was a pretty ugly kid, and I figured I had only started getting attention because through "maturing" I started to become "Ugly-cute"... like the usual Gilnean hounds are usually considered... or like most infants (Still don't like those dogs or young babies)
Still debating on actually using a mirror for once, or something reflective, though the thought of it makes me really anxious.
Can't decide either if I like that I apparently look like a normal person or not.
It was kind of like a safety barrier. I was thinking that people saw me as fun, though possibly disturbed that someone "like me" would be flirting with them. They wouldn't actually take the teasing as serious or wouldn't do anything unless they figured I was an easy way to get off, but now it's just like... shit
Well I mean technically the safetey wasn't actually there, but still.
Gotten too much like Sin apparently. Major flirt though don't actually do much...
Well I still do stuff. Gaz is right that I've turned into a kind of slut, but if a guy was doing it he'd be thought of as a stud so fuck everything!
Met with Sego the other day too. Chatted a bit and got some notes about how to make some emergency replacement hands in case something happened. Forgot to note her worgen ones, but I can always do that later, and they don't matter as much as her normal ones.
And Li's back around again!. He showed up randomly where me and Sego were, and then she left and me and Li hung out. We went over the brew ideas he asked for help on in the tome the other day and he likes to make sweeter and fruitier drinks, which is what I love. I'm likely going to become a regular of his... or I think I'm a "partner" too, so I dunno what the future arrangements will be, but there we go.
I like him. He's nice and has a good sense of humor for someone who lost his wife only a few months ago. The brewing and traveling may be a way of coping, as well as the humor. I mean I try to cover my problems with humor so it's not that big a thing.
But he goes along with my weirdness and adds his own so I like him.
The hugs are nice too because he's big, squishy, and fluffy!
I have been getting so many hugs and cuddling lately though. And I admit I've been craving contact with people a lot lately too. And other things, but that's not all that weird. Not like I've really been jumping anyone but Yoji.
Ok I kind of did, but she started it! And by she I meant Retro's new "pet elf" that apparently likes leashes and colors... and she's like a warrior or something.
But she was biting me even though I warned her and I tried to scare her off, which didn't work to well and...
Well the "nature" kind of kicked in and I had as her, and Retro joined of course too... One of those weird "pet" people or not, she's probably not going to be too happy with the bites and claw marks.... Retro kind of had to heal her too, but I told her if she continued there was going to be issues and I could get mean!
But anyways, Me, Amy, Raoul, Ms Van, and Li and Hao were all at the fair yesterday! Ellister came later and almost missed meeting Yoji, but everyone else also met him and Retro while we were eating.
After awhile of messing around there everyone ended up leaving, and me and Yoji sat around before he passed out and me and I had to take him home.
(Also I learned that Ms. Van cut off her finger and ring and sent it to the dick. Not sure what to think about this)
Then I wandered around a bit, bugged a few people in Org, and eventually caught Retros scent and followed him out to Azshara with his elf and the thing happened.
Also I'm going to be working again for awhile. All day tuesday with one client, though the work is fairly easy and it's just me helping around a store so if there was some kind of family issue I can leave to take care of it and go back. I get a pretty long lunch break too. And then I have to help out somewhere else thursday nights through friday mornings. It's more like a guard duty and I get to shoot things, but the hours kind of suck
It got in the way of when I was hanging out with Li after he had found me and Sego. I was having a lot of fun and his lap is comfy and warm and we were weirding people out, but I had to go to work :(
He asked me why I even do work that I don't necessarily like, or that's better than fighting things, but he didn't really understand that it's kind of a contract and... life debt? ... kind of thing.
Keeps the boss happy anyways, and I don't mind it, even if I do complain
Had another (memorable) nightmare again, and content-wise it doesn't seem like it'd be that bad, but I felt sick and freaked out afterwords, even though logically I don't see why. Normally I can just go back to sleep but I had some trouble, and even dozing off again I had a "mini-nightmare", but once I was actually asleep I was apparently fine, and I don't remember what I dreamed, but the feeling was pleasant enough so it likely wasn't that bad.
Val helped me too. It was dumb I needed help, but I went to the inn he was at and he sat with me while I slept.
I'm not sure if he still wants a girlfriend or not even though him and Xan are good with each other again, but I'm still trying to help. And I know Sego isn't really his "ideal" girl, but she fits with a few things and she's really nice and Val should have a nice girl!
(Especially one that likes me and isn't going to drive a wedge between us or at least keep him away from me. Don't care what he is, just don't want to lose him and I want him to be with someone he can be happy with. I dunno how they really feel about each other, and Sego's likes to try to dodge any conversation involving the kind of stuff, so I guess we'll see and I'll still keep an eye out for him)
Oh and Piv's still grumpy for wwhatever reason, but he's still pretty well behaved and he's growing and learning pretty fast... Not that I know how fast most babies send to grow
And I still need to make Seawolf babysit him because of his own on the way baby.
So been forgetting to write
Well not so much forgetting and busy and kept saying "later!"
Ok
So been forgetting to write
Well not so much forgetting and busy and kept saying "later!"
But first off, I yelled at Xan. Was gonna beat his ass but he showed up in shadow form.
Was planning on just walking up and punching him in the balls.
And interestingly enough I kept myself from swearing and calling him a ton of possibly hurtful names, though also part of me was thinking he'd just run away if I did.
Eventually yelling turned to talking and some things got fixed... though part of me still wants to punch him.
Learned some things too. Like that Ms Van is their real mother, but there's some kind of time magic shit going on.
And expanding on the last entry I STILL don't know what to make of the drawing.
Li says it's accurate too.
And so does a few others.
But it's still weird because I apparently was a pretty ugly kid, and I figured I had only started getting attention because through "maturing" I started to become "Ugly-cute"... like the usual Gilnean hounds are usually considered... or like most infants (Still don't like those dogs or young babies)
Still debating on actually using a mirror for once, or something reflective, though the thought of it makes me really anxious.
Can't decide either if I like that I apparently look like a normal person or not.
It was kind of like a safety barrier. I was thinking that people saw me as fun, though possibly disturbed that someone "like me" would be flirting with them. They wouldn't actually take the teasing as serious or wouldn't do anything unless they figured I was an easy way to get off, but now it's just like... shit
Well I mean technically the safetey wasn't actually there, but still.
Gotten too much like Sin apparently. Major flirt though don't actually do much...
Well I still do stuff. Gaz is right that I've turned into a kind of slut, but if a guy was doing it he'd be thought of as a stud so fuck everything!
Met with Sego the other day too. Chatted a bit and got some notes about how to make some emergency replacement hands in case something happened. Forgot to note her worgen ones, but I can always do that later, and they don't matter as much as her normal ones.
And Li's back around again!. He showed up randomly where me and Sego were, and then she left and me and Li hung out. We went over the brew ideas he asked for help on in the tome the other day and he likes to make sweeter and fruitier drinks, which is what I love. I'm likely going to become a regular of his... or I think I'm a "partner" too, so I dunno what the future arrangements will be, but there we go.
I like him. He's nice and has a good sense of humor for someone who lost his wife only a few months ago. The brewing and traveling may be a way of coping, as well as the humor. I mean I try to cover my problems with humor so it's not that big a thing.
But he goes along with my weirdness and adds his own so I like him.
The hugs are nice too because he's big, squishy, and fluffy!
I have been getting so many hugs and cuddling lately though. And I admit I've been craving contact with people a lot lately too. And other things, but that's not all that weird. Not like I've really been jumping anyone but Yoji.
Ok I kind of did, but she started it! And by she I meant Retro's new "pet elf" that apparently likes leashes and colors... and she's like a warrior or something.
But she was biting me even though I warned her and I tried to scare her off, which didn't work to well and...
Well the "nature" kind of kicked in and I had as her, and Retro joined of course too... One of those weird "pet" people or not, she's probably not going to be too happy with the bites and claw marks.... Retro kind of had to heal her too, but I told her if she continued there was going to be issues and I could get mean!
But anyways, Me, Amy, Raoul, Ms Van, and Li and Hao were all at the fair yesterday! Ellister came later and almost missed meeting Yoji, but everyone else also met him and Retro while we were eating.
After awhile of messing around there everyone ended up leaving, and me and Yoji sat around before he passed out and me and I had to take him home.
(Also I learned that Ms. Van cut off her finger and ring and sent it to the dick. Not sure what to think about this)
Then I wandered around a bit, bugged a few people in Org, and eventually caught Retros scent and followed him out to Azshara with his elf and the thing happened.
Also I'm going to be working again for awhile. All day tuesday with one client, though the work is fairly easy and it's just me helping around a store so if there was some kind of family issue I can leave to take care of it and go back. I get a pretty long lunch break too. And then I have to help out somewhere else thursday nights through friday mornings. It's more like a guard duty and I get to shoot things, but the hours kind of suck
It got in the way of when I was hanging out with Li after he had found me and Sego. I was having a lot of fun and his lap is comfy and warm and we were weirding people out, but I had to go to work :(
He asked me why I even do work that I don't necessarily like, or that's better than fighting things, but he didn't really understand that it's kind of a contract and... life debt? ... kind of thing.
Keeps the boss happy anyways, and I don't mind it, even if I do complain
Had another (memorable) nightmare again, and content-wise it doesn't seem like it'd be that bad, but I felt sick and freaked out afterwords, even though logically I don't see why. Normally I can just go back to sleep but I had some trouble, and even dozing off again I had a "mini-nightmare", but once I was actually asleep I was apparently fine, and I don't remember what I dreamed, but the feeling was pleasant enough so it likely wasn't that bad.
Val helped me too. It was dumb I needed help, but I went to the inn he was at and he sat with me while I slept.
I'm not sure if he still wants a girlfriend or not even though him and Xan are good with each other again, but I'm still trying to help. And I know Sego isn't really his "ideal" girl, but she fits with a few things and she's really nice and Val should have a nice girl!
(Especially one that likes me and isn't going to drive a wedge between us or at least keep him away from me. Don't care what he is, just don't want to lose him and I want him to be with someone he can be happy with. I dunno how they really feel about each other, and Sego's likes to try to dodge any conversation involving the kind of stuff, so I guess we'll see and I'll still keep an eye out for him)
Oh and Piv's still grumpy for wwhatever reason, but he's still pretty well behaved and he's growing and learning pretty fast... Not that I know how fast most babies send to grow
And I still need to make Seawolf babysit him because of his own on the way baby.