GODAMNIT FUCK LIFE,GODAMNIT BRENDA FOR LYING AND LEADING ME ON SO WELL, SHE SHOULD BE A FUCKING ACTRESS.. AND TO NOT TURNING OUT WHO i THOUGHT SHE WAS.. i REALLY THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME. AND STILL HAVING SUCH AN EFFECT ON ME EMOTIONALLY TO THE POINT THAT I HAD TO ASK WORK FOR A 15 EXTRA MIN. BREAK SO I COULD GATHER MYSELF TOGETHER AND STOP CRYING, i ( Read more... )

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If you havent heard,

i'm moving back to Washington!

very VERY very soon!

on my own

I cant wait to see all of you again!

and I want to move in with Brenda, when we can

and I want to go to culinary school very much

becuase I love to cook

god I cant wait to jam!

and I cant wait to see Brenda!

I went away, I left you cold and sad ( Read more... )

wow, havent been here for awhile, was looking back, ive had LJ for a long time, soo many memories are saved here. Brandon visited, was here for bout two weeks, left the 18th, his first time out of Washington, he got his first tattoo here, of a jolly rogers on his back. It was crazy watching him throw money around, i'm living off of a bag of rice, ( Read more... )

god I wish you could see what I see,

giant sailboat, house boats lit up in a distance

St. John in the distance,

the dock is right by this bar i'm at, theres sailors everywhere.

I'm sure I look out of place.

Maybe a scallywag one day,

i'm excited to have friends come and visit me.

iv'e been here in the Virgin Islands for a few months now, and it still captures me waking up and looking outside at the view, a few days ago I spent all day at the beach with someone Ive goten to know, shes the technology teacher at the high school, Suzanne,her and her husband John and there two children Jade and Alice like 12 and 8 yrs old, we ( Read more... )

. Honestly, what color is your underwear ( Read more... )

BerlyMountainMan: member when we were on that watsonville b ball team in like 3rd grade
SupaDupakoopa: yeah
SupaDupakoopa: we like didnt know how to play
SupaDupakoopa: we like shot at the wrong hoop lol
BerlyMountainMan: hah i made a shot in the wrong basket
SupaDupakoopa: lmao
SupaDupakoopa: yeah me too
BerlyMountainMan: lol

Right now im writing in word because I don't have the internet by the time reading this i ( Read more... )