Title: Angel of Mine
Paring: KamePi
Rating:PG - 13
Summary: Kame found his angel, who is always there for him. Through the bad times of his life and the best times they had together.
Note: This is for
sweetspicyhot. Thanks for Gizmoy for beta-reading it.
The words in italic are past happenings, the words in bold and italic are thoughts.
"Yo! Jin!" Ryo waves.
"Ryo! Where is the rest?" Jin says and looks behind him.
"They’re already in the VIP room, hi Kame!" Ryo says smiling to the younger one who is following Jin.
"Hi, Ryo-chan!" Kame smiles, too.
"Come on, Kame-chan, let’s go to the VIP room, we’ll go ahead Ryo-chan!" Jin grabs Kame’s hand.
"See you there Ryo-chan!" Kame waves goodbye to the other.
In the VIP Room they see Yamapi, Yuu, Toma and some girls who are with them. Kame stops in his track when he sees Yamapi with a girl, his heart clenches at the sight. He doesn’t know why he is sad, mad and confused.
"Oi! Jin…and Kame as always." Toma teases.
"What is wrong in bringing Kame-chan here?" Jin pouts at Toma.
"Jin, Toma is just teasing and we like Kame to be here." Yamapi says as he moves a little away from the girl when he sees Kame.
"Yup, we like Kame-chan to be with us, too. Ne, Kame, these are Lilly, Mitsuko, Milen, Yiyaka and Yuriho." Yuu says, introducing the girls.
"Kamenashi Kazuya desu" Kame says and he bows to the girls.
"Ow, he is cute!" Yuriho says.
"Thanks" Kame says shyly
"Ow! You made Kame blush! He is so cute." Toma says laughing.
"Hey! Don't tease Kame-chan!"Jin defends him.
"Jin, it’s okay, Toma is just teasing, again. I just have to go to the bathroom." Kame says and stands up to go to the bathroom.
When he’s in the bathroom, Kame looks at the mirror. He is jealous of Yamapi having a girl by his side. He already acknowledged to himself that he’s in love with the older one since he had first met him.
As he steps into the building for the audition his hands are already sweating and he is nervous. Actually he doesn’t want to be here but his parents insisted on him to come and buy him some new clothes.
They arrive too early; therefore they first go to the cafeteria to eat. He and his mother came from his baseball game. His mother buys them food while he waits at the table, when he hears some commotion coming from the door a bunch of boys coming in wearing glittering costumes. They are like the same age, maybe a bit older and younger than him. Kazuya doesn’t really care about them when he spots a boy that he can’t take his eyes off. He is kind of funny and looks pretty for a boy, he is laughing with his friends as if the world was in his hands.
He doesn’t know what he is feeling, there is something in the boy that keeps Kazuya looking at him, maybe because he is full of life and it seems as if he is fun to be with. When their eyes meet, the other smiles at him, and he feels his cheeks turn red, he immediately moves his gaze. Luckily his mother comes back with sandwiches and coke.
He glimpses again to the boy and he sees that the boy is still looking at him, he moves his gaze back again to his mother and he doesn’t look again to them, until he hears that the noise is fading away which means that the other boys are already going out of the cafeteria.
Maybe the boy feels that someone is looking at him and when he looks back their eyes locked again. A timid smile escapes his and the boy smiles at him again before he turns to his friend who is tapping the boy for attention after a while they leave the cafeteria.
His mother leaves him in the auditorium since the organizers said that only the ones who will audition are allowed to be there so he sits down on the empty chair, until a boy sits down beside him.
“Hi, I’m Akanishi Jin!” The boy’s smile is warm.
“I’m Kamenashi Kazuya” Kame smiles back, when another boy seats himself behind their back.
“Hey, I’m Nakamaru Yuichi” The boy on the back says.
“Hi, I’m Kamenashi Kazuya and this is Akanishi Jin” He says to the boy on the back.
“I’m nervous” Nakamaru says to them.
“Me too.” Kazuya says to them.
“Me three!” Jin says and they laugh.
“I think the nervousness is gone now” Kame smiles to both of the two.
“Yah, and your name is being called” Jin teases the younger.
“Oh shit! I’m going see you later!” Kame says as he gets up and runs to the person who is calling his name.
+++
Kame looks at the mirror again. He splashes some water into his face, what am I doing?He looked again at the mirror, they don’t have to see that I’m changing; He tap his cheek, I’m such pathetic, when he heard the door open.
“Are you alright? Kazu-chan.” says the man who enters the bathroom.
“I’m alright Tomo-chan” Kame smiles as he looks at Yamapi.
"Kamenashi-san, come in" Kitagawa says to him and points the seat for him. He sees Maru, Jin and the other boys that I been when I was a back up dancer for Koichi Domoto-senpai.
"Well, all of you are here so we can go down to business, I gathered you all here because I want a temporary unit out of you, I see potential in all of you and I know you will be great." Kitagawa says.
"Thank you sir" all of them say.
"The group name is going to be KAT-TUN, due to the first letter of your surname, Kamenashi, Akanishi, Tanaka, Taguchi, Ueda and Nakamaru." Kitagawa smiles at them.
"We will do our best" they all say at the same time.
When Kitagawa dismisses them they stay in the room to get to know each other better. He, Jin and Maru get out at the same time when they bump into another group.
"Yo! Jin!" The other boys say.
"Yo! Toma-kun! Yamapi-kun!" Jin gives them a high five.
"Why did you come out of the president’s office?" Yamapi asks as he looks at Jin and then to Kame. He smiles at the younger one.
"We are going be in a temporary unit. Kame, these are Yamapi and Toma. I know, you know them already, right?" Jin asks the younger one.
"Hey! You forgot to introduce me!" Maru taps Jin’s side.
"Oh sorry, this is Nakamaru-san" Jin says.
"Kame? You don't look like a turtle!" Toma teases as he looks at the younger one.
"Huh? Hey! I'm not a turtle, my name is Kazuya" Kame says with a pout.
"Kame is cute!" Yamapi says and Kame blushes.
"Yah! Kame is cute! So from now on you’ll be known as Kame!" Jin says bluntly.
"Yah! Yah! Whatever!" Kame says and just smiles at them.
"We’ve got to go, we still have a rehearsal.It was nice to meet you, Kame and Nakamaru" Toma says to them.
"Bye! See you again!" Jin says as he walks away and he and Maru start to follow the older one, but Kame stops when Yamapi gets near to him.
"It was nice to meet you again, Kazu-chan" Yamapi whispers. Kame eyes widen at the nickname Yamapi gave him.
"It was also nice to meet you again, Tomo-chan" Kame whispers back and he sees how Yamapi arches his brows when he hears the nickname Kame gave him. They wave good bye to each other.
“Earth to Kazu-chan!” Yamapi teases.
“I’m back, Earthling, so no need to worry” Kame grins at him.
“I know that you don’t like this kind of party, so why do you always come with Jin?” Yamapi asks.
“Don’t you like me being here?” Kame asks back.
“You know, I like you to be here but… Can I ask you a question? Is AkaKame real?”
“Are you gossiping now, Tomo-chan?” Kame teases.
“No, of course not, but you are always with him.” Yamapi pout cutely.
“Are you jealous?” Kame smiles at the other one.
“What if I’m jealous?” Yamapi provokes.
But before Kame can answer the door opens again and it reveals Jin.
“Hey! Kame-chan, are you okay?” Jin asks.
“I’m fine; I’ll be there in a minute.”
“Pi? What are you doing here?” Jin asks when he sees his best friend.
“Jin, that was a stupid question, what do you do in a bathroom?” Yamapi says.
“Okay! Okay, don’t be grumpy. Finish what you were doing and get back in there! Those girls are waiting for you!” Jin teases before he disappears.
“Come on, lets get back to them” Kame says as he wipes the water from his face and walks out of the bathroom.
“You didn’t answer my question...” Yamapi murmurs as he follows the younger one out of the bathroom.
+++
He is called to the office of the president again, this is the third time. He got to that office before when Kat-tun was formed and the second time when he, Maru and Jin pleaded for their debut. And now he is called again.
When he enters the room, he sees Yamapi sitting on the other side of the table while Johnny sits in the middle.
"Come in and sit down Kamenashi-san" Kitagawa says and points at the chair for him.
Kame walks in slowly and seats himself into chair Kitagawa was pointing on.
"I know you two want to know why you are here."
They both nod at the same time.
"You two are going to be starring in a drama and you are going to form a temporary unit for the drama theme song" Kitagawa says to them.
"Eh? Sir, I know that my band is in controversy right now but do you think that this is a good solution?" Yamapi says and looks at Johnny.
"This is not about your group, Yamashita-san"
"So this is about my group which doesn’t debute and therefore you want me to debut with Yamashita-san?" Kame asks worriedly.
"It’s also not about your group, Kamenashi-san."
"Then what is this about?" They both ask.
"This is about the drama you both are staring in. Your groups are still your group and don't worry about them, this is just a temporary unit." Kitagawa says.
"But...” They say together, again.
"Don't you want to star in this drama?" Kitagawa says looking at them.
"Of course, I’d love to!" They both say the same time.
"Then, it’s good! You are going to start shooting the drama next month and you are also going to start recording." Kitagawa says laughing as he gets up to give the two at first time to think about what is happening.
"Do you really love to debut with me?" Yamapi teases.
"I’d love to." Kame blush as he says.
"This will be great! A drama and an album with you are great!" Yamapi looks at him.
"Yah, it will be great! But Tomo-chan, do you think our group will understand this temporary unit?" Kame asks worriedly.
"Don't worry Kazu-chan, I will be with you when you talk to your group and you will be with me when I talk to my group. Is that a deal?" Yamapi smiles at him to give him an assurance that every thing will be fine.
"Are you sure that this is a good idea?"
"I'm sure; I will always be there for you."
"And I will always be there for you, too." Kame says smiling at the other one who is smiling back at him.
+++
Kame goes to the gathering for the new Juniors and their sempais. It takes place in a hotel and only they are allowed to come so their parents are not going to take them home. Therefore Johnny has arranged rooms for them.
At the party he sees Jin and Maru again and he hangs out with them, he doesn’t know much about the other kids therefore he sticks to the people he knows. Jin is really friendly and he instantly knows more people than Kame expected whereas Maru and Kame are still too shy to mingle with other people.
When the party ends Kame walks to the room that is assigned to him, the door is already open and that means that the one he is sharing a room with is already inside.
“Hello?” He says as he enters the room. He is stunned because the one he is sharing the room with is the person that he saw in the cafeteria.
“Oh, hi!” The boy says smiling at him.
“Oh, hi, too” Kame says shyly to the other one.
“So, we are sharing the same room, ne? Are you new in Johnny’s? Then I’m your senpai!” The boy says smiling cutely.
“Really, but I think you are also quite new here, that’s why you are sharing a room with me.” Kame teases the other boy. He doesn’t know where he finds that confidence to do so.
“I started in 1996, I’ve taken part in a lot of work shops already and I am going to act in a drama soon, not much of a role but I will go acting!” The boy says excitedly.
“Do you like this? I mean, being here at Johnny’s, being an entertainer?” Kame asks curiously.
“Why are you asking this, don’t you want to be an actor or a singer?” The boy asks him.
“I don’t know... My parents want me to try this thing but I...” Kame bites his lower lip, remembering his dilemma.
“Oh… You know what, the reason why I would like to be an actor or a singer is that when I watch Takki-senpai in TV, I want to be like him!” the boy says, beaming with happiness.
“Really? Is he that good?” Kame asks.
“Yes! I have been moved by him and I want to be like him.” The other boy grins.
“Do you think I can be that inspiring to someone like he’s for you?” Kame says as he lays down on the other one’s bed and looks at the ceiling.
“You will never know if you don’t continue. Look, I don’t know what will happen in the future but you are already here. Just try it, and if you really don’t like it then you can go back to what you like to do.” The other boy says as he lays down on the bed.
“Hmmm... It’s good talking to you... By the way my name is Kamenashi Kazuya. What’s yours?” Kame says as he turns to the other one but he finds out that the boy is already asleep. Oh so cute he already asleep, he kind of cute sleeping like that. Hi hi hi.
Kame gets up and goes to the bathroom and changes so that he can go to sleep, too.
+++
They first go to the News dressing room, and the band of Yamapi immediately accepts that he and Yamapi will be debuting together because for now they will have their own solo performance; the management already talked to them.
Next stop is the Kat-tun dressing room.
“Hey Kame, so why did the old man call you?” Koki says as he enters the room.
“Are we going to debut soon?” Junno says smiling.
“Hey, Pi what are you doing here?” Jin asks when he sees that his best friend came together with Kame.
“Actually... I’m here because we were both there in Kitagawa-san’s office” Yamapi says holding Kame shoulder because he thinks that the other one could collaps during the interrogation.
“What is this all about?” Ueda says looking at them.
“Well... I’m going to star in a drama with Yamapi.”
“That’s good news, congratulation! Kame-chan!” Nakamaru smiles at the youngest.
“And?” Jin asks and the others look at him with puzzled expressions.
“What? Do you really expect that was it? Why would they still be here if that’s the only thing they’ll do?” Jin explains still looking at his best friend and Kame.
“We’ll…. Yamapi and I are also going to make an album together” Kame says in a fast manner.
“What?! You are going to debut with him, but what about us?!” Jin asks furiously.
“Hey! It’s just temporary and it’s only for the drama we are starring in.” Yamapi says.
“We understand. Kame good luck with your album and your drama” Nakamaru hugs the younger one.
“I still don’t understand!” Jin says as he goes out of the Kat-tun dressing room.
“Don’t mind him; we’ll support you in this.” Koki says smiling.
“Thanks guys, I hope Jin will understand” Kame worries about Jin.
“He will, I promise!” Yamapi taps his shoulder so that the younger is looking at him.
+++
“Are you scared? This is the first day of our filming.” Yamapi says to him.
“Yes, a little but you are here and you are going to take care of me, right?” Kame says with puppy eyes.
“Of course, I will protect Shuji-kun!” Yamapi says and makes the Kon-Kon sign.
“Ha ha ha, you did practice a lot for your kon-kon sign, didn’t you?” Kame laughs at Yamapi’s antics.
“I am just excited! Are you not excited?” Yamapi asks.
“I’m excited as you are, but you know what is my problem is, right?”
“I know it’s Jin. I already talked to him and he said he is kind of jealous that you will be debuting with me and not with him.”
“Yes, we promised that to each other” Kame says.
“You know, I’m happy that we will produce an album.”
“I know and I’m happy, too, that I will be debuting with you.”
“Ne, Kame... I... think …” Yamapi starts but the director already calls them.
“Hai! We’re coming!” They both say.
+++
Kame is sulking on the roof top when Yamapi finds him. He slowly seats himself next to the younger as he admired the view of the other buildings.
“Why does he have to leave? Is he punishing me for taking the offer to debut with you?” Kame cries.
“I don’t know what that baka is thinking, but I know that he will be back, he promised me that.” Yamapi hugs him and he feels a bit more secure.
“I don’t know what he is thinking anymore...”
“Don’t think too much, I’m here with you and I will not go out of your life.” Yamapi says as he holds up the other one’s chin and forces him to look at him.
“Thanks Tomo-chan” Kame says shyly as he notices Yamapi’s intense glare.
“I love you, don’t you know that?” Yamapi asks softly and kisses his temple, and then he puts a sweet kiss on his lips.
Kame eyes wide, he has waited for that for years and to hear it now makes it hard to believe.
“What did you say?”
“I said I love you, and I will take care of you from now on.” Yamapi looks him in the eyes.
“I...” Kame stammers.
“Don’t force yourself about what I confessed; I don’t need your answer for now. I just wanted to tell you what I’m feeling.”
“Thank you, Tomo-chan.” Kame says as he huggs the other one.
+++
Jin corners Kame on their way to the practice. He pulls the younger one in an empty room.
“Jin let go! We still have practice!” Kame whines and struggles to free himself from the grip.
“I need to talk to you!” Jin says as he lets go of Kame hand.
“What is this all about?” Kame asks.
“I think I love you” Jin says.
“I... I love you, too, you are my friend.” Kame says.
“No! I love you as in ‘I’m in love with you’!” Jin grabs Kame shoulder and kisses him.
Kame pushes Jin away with all his might until Jin lets go of him.
“Jin, I love you as a brother but nothing more. I’m sorry.” Kame says as he walks away from the other one.
+++
It is nearly lunch time therefore Kat-tun sits in their dressing room. Kame bought a new shirt and wears it when Koki sees him.
“Kame, you are getting fatter everyday.” Koki teases.
“Hontoni?” Kame looks at his body and frowns.
“Don’t tease, Koki! He looks just healthier than in the past, he doesn’t over work himself any more and he eats his meal in time.” Tatsuya says, winking at the younger one.
“I like you this way!” Junno hugs him from behind.
“Oi, let me go!” Kame wiggles himself out of Junno’s tight hug.
“Yah! Kame, you look better now than your former self and I like it, too!” Nakamaru smiles at him.
“I think Yamapi really takes care of you! Too much! He wants you to look like him! Chubby!” Koki teases again.
“Shut up Koki!” Kame blushes and he smacks the other one’s head.
“Itai!” Koki screams.
“Hey! Kazu-chan it’s lunch time~” Yamapi says as he peeks into the Kat-tun dressing room.
“What did you bring Yamapi?” Junno says and moves closer to the News Leader.
“I make lunch for Kazu-chan.” Yamapi he smiles wide.
“Kazu-chan, your boyfriend has lunch for you.” Nakamaru said.
“Shut up! Come on, Tomo-chan, let’s go!” Kame pouts as he drags the older boy out of their dressing room.
“Kame really is different now.” Nakamaru says, looking at the two who left the room.
“Hai, he is more patient, lovable and happy!” Ueda nods.
“He is also more confident in what he is doing; maybe he thinks that even if he fails there will be always a person by his side who will make everything okay again.” Koki says and they all look at him with a stunned expression.
“Hey! Don’t look at me like that! Everybody sees this in Kame, even though Jin is out of Kat-tun he is the one who keeps us intact and tries to support us.” Koki defends himself.
“Yup, but Jin is going to come back in two weeks, are we prepared to give him another chance? What does Kame think about this?” Junno says.
“Eh???” They look at Junno, who said those words.
“What???” Junno asks, puzzled by the look his band mates give him.
“Come on guys, let’s eat! I think Junno is hungry! He already started thinking!” Koki says, laughing.
All of them laugh and get out of the dressing room to eat.
+++
Kame and Yamapi are on the roof. This is the first time they eat together during lunch time. Yamapi hugs Kame from behind and puts his head on Kame’s shoulder.
“Kazu-chan, Jin is going to come back this week.” Yamapi says.
“Hmm... What’s the problem?” Kame asks.
“He could take you away from me.” Yamapi says insecurely.
“Are you worried about that? I assure you that he would not take me away from you.” Kame grins.
“But Kazu, I know that you love Jin.” Yamapi looks sad saying this.
“Baka! I love you! You did not give me a chance to say that I love you.” Kame says, smiling.
“Really, you love me?” Yamapi hugs him even tighter.
“Tomo, you are the one I love. The first time when I saw you I already knew that there was something inside of you of which I thought I would never find…… You’re my Angel... and your mine” Kame pulls Yamapi into a kiss.
The end.