What Yuuki no Hana Did To Me
So this song did something to me~ XD
4:12 AM this morning. I was so excited to listen to my newly downloaded songs, White, Diamond and Yuuki no Hana. It became a habit to me to listen to KAT-TUN before going to sleep, so yeah. I did it again. First was Diamond, then White.. Before I downloaded them, I already like them, too much, in fact. I have already listened to those two over and over again, and every time I do, I fall in love with them even more.
Unlike Yuuki no Hana, I have intended to listen to it right after seeing it on Tumblr. So I loaded it, then played. But I guess I was kinda not in the mood to fully pay my attention to it so even if it's playing, it's like, my ears allow the sound to enter but my mind was not into it. So at first, it's like that, I didn't listen to it properly. BUT as I said, 4:12 AM, I listened to it properly with my mind completely into it. And when I heard the words, "hitori janai yo", "nakama" and "we will make you smile", I teared up.
These past few days, I was feeling lonely. Because someone who means a lot to me is, I don't think I'm imagining things but, I guess this someone is not treating me the way this someone used to. To put it simply, I feel like I'm alone. I feel like this someone is forgetting about me. So when I listened to this song, KAT-TUN made me realize that I'm not alone, that they're with me. And they will make me smile. And I believe it's true because they just did. They made me cry while smiling. And it made me completely happy which made my tears flow endlessly.
With this, I love them even more. I wish I could personally say this to them. I wanna thank them for making me feel this way. For making me feel like they're with me. And that they will never ever leave me. I know you guys understand what I'm saying. I thought, "Even if they don't know of my existence, and probably, they never would, I feel like they're also singing for me." Whether I'm happy, sad, confused, anxious, angry or whatever, they're always there to make me smile. They are always there to say the things that I want to hear. So KAT-TUN, I know I don't even have to say this because you will surely do this without someone having to tell you but, I hope, as long as you can, you will continue to inspire people and make them smile. I love you KAT-TUN.
Yuuki no Hana. This is the second song that made me cry. I'm in love with this forever. And this will be my ichiban in KAT-TUN's songs.
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Though there's not much KAT-TUN stuff there, it's a random blog. XD
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