Happy New Year

[kamelet]

Well new years was good for the most part. I went to the party peti invited me to but I wasn't wanted there by a couple of people being referred to "the amanda we don't like" what the f did I ever do to anyone else. But whatever...I thought we could all be grown up but I was mistaken. But I had a blast regardless of that shit. I got basically drunk

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[ad_cutie_pi]

I'm sorry and I'm not trying to be rude but I know that I am one of the "couple of people" that you are reffering to. Anyway that isn't exactly what was said. And, if you want to know the truth we (and it wasn't my idea) were trying to aviod the "shit". I just thought that you should know. Once again, it is not my intention to be nasty, but if you want to get anymore of the story straight, just ask, and I will be happy to inform you.

[kamelet]

first off...I want you to know there wouldn't have been shit. I tend to think we could all be grown up about things. It just hurt my feelings to think that people that I don't even know would think badly towards me when I have never done anything to hurt anyone. I am just curious as to what shit you "you all" think would happen??? Please inform me. I have not intentionaly hurt you, jon, or anyone else...so what is so bad about me that you all can't even stand to be in my presence? I am ver curious.

[kamelet]

Meagan…I have given some thought today of your response to my live journal post. And today I realized that you are unclear of my intentions. I want to make it very clear. I do not want Jon, He and I do have a past and that is exactly what it is. I wish him the very best and happiness wherever he may find it. And if that is with you, that is great. In saying that you need to know that I am not some vindictive, manipulating, crazy ex girl friend that wants her ex boyfriend back. The only thing I can say about Jon is he was my first love not my last and he and I share the same friends and I like to think of Jon as a friend now. I just want to make it clear Meagan I don’t want Jon back love changes and my love for Jon is just friendship and nothing more. After three years you know when it is over and that part is over. I realized today you might think that I want Jon back and I need to let you know you are mistaken, as I would like to think of Jon as a friend and you come with part of that friendship and I would like to extend my

[ad_cutie_pi]

I never thought that I would say this, but thank you. That actually does make me feel better. I know that you talked to him last night (which probably helped to answer the question that you asked me earlier)and I'm glad that we can all arive at the same conclusion. It's not that I thought that you were going to attempt to take my boyfriend or anything, but at the same time I hope that you can see this from my view point as well. You guys have a history and I am fine with that. I myself have delt with similar relationships in the past so I really do understand. Anyway, I appreciate you taking the time to write back and I'm glad that everything appears to be worked out.