[Fic] Luck (Sugizo/Yoshiki) [oneshot]
Title: Luck
Author: kami_chama_luv
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: malexmale relations, smex, swear words, unbetaed
Pairings: Yoshiki (X JAPAN, S.K.I.N.) x Sugizo (LUNA SEA, S.K.I.N.)
Disclaimer: I own no one...unfortunately. I would love to own Sugizo...but for now, "May the Peace be with You"! (Sugizo for World Leader)
Comments: Written for therapydotai for her birthday! Happy late b-day. She said she wanted Yoshiki/Sugizo with the prompt of Sugizo losing his luck and having to get it back, so here it is!
Okay, he was getting frustrated now. What was wrong with him? What did he do wrong? Nothing! Nothing and yet he was being punished!
Yasuhiro Sugihara, also known as Sugizo by friends and fans, was not having a good week. It was fucked up. Really fucked up.
In the past week, he’d fallen into a fountain four out of the seven days, been run into at least three times, Luna had opened the door and hit him in the face at least five times in the past three days…but no, this was bad. Just bad.
He was just walking through the park, enjoying his ice cream. Then suddenly, a dog jumps him, stealing his ice cream and making him stumble backwards. He then stumbled into a tree face first, then tripped over a bench, and landed in mud.
That was the last straw. Sugizo was tired of it. He wanted to know why the hell he was being cursed. He got up and walked home, his clothes dripping in mud. He climbed the stairs instead of taking the elevator, then unlocking his condo’s door and then walking into his home. Luna was sitting on the couch, watching TV and licking a Popsicle. She turned at the sound of the door opening, her eyes widening when they laid on Sugizo.
“Daddy, what happened?” she said.
“Nothing, Luna. I’m going to take a shower and change, then I’m heading out again.”
“Where’re you going?”
“To see a fortune teller, sweetie,” Sugizo replied, heading towards his bedroom slowly, “I have to know why my luck is so outta whack.”
“Okay…Oh! Yoshiki-san called. He asked for you to call him back.”
Sugizo sighed. He didn’t want to talk to Yoshiki. They hadn’t been on good terms lately. Well, not since hide had died. No, that had been resolved. Not since the S.K.I.N. concert was when it got weird between them. He sighed in exasperation as he walked into his bathroom, starting up his shower. He stripped his clothes off and then stepped into the shower, beginning to wash the mud from his body. He rinsed his hair and then hit the wall in frustration. He couldn’t stop thinking of Yoshiki now.
‘Dammit,’ he thought, sitting down on the bottom of the shower floor.
He climbed out and redressed, letting his deep brown and black hair fall behind his shoulders. He looked at himself in the mirror for a few minutes before he walked out, throwing his clothes into his hamper. He walked into the living room and gave Luna a kiss on the head.
“I’ll be back in a little while,” he said.
“Okay,” Luna replied, not taking her eyes off of the screen, “Yoshiki-san called again by the way.”
Sugizo sighed, walking out of the apartment and to the elevator. He stepped in and hit the lobby floor button. He leaned against the glass in the elevator, thinking. His thoughts were interrupted when his cell phone rang. He pulled it out and clicked the green phone button.
“Hello?” he said, not bothering to look at the caller ID.
“Sugizo…”
“Yoshiki?”
The dirty blond on the other end went silent. He was sitting in his home, the lights off and curtains closed.
“Yeah…” he finally said.
“What do you want?”
“Sugizo, please…Can’t we talk?”
“Yoshiki, there’s nothing to talk about. It was an honest mistake. I’m really sorry, but we just can’t continue. Can’t you use Toshi or somebody?”
“Sugizo…”
“Yoshiki, please, leave me alone. Stop calling my house every couple of minutes, stop leaving me messages, stop coming to see me at the studio when you don’t have any business there, please! I can’t stand it anymore.”
Yoshiki bit his lower lip, shutting his eyes tight as he tried to hold back a sob.
“I-I’m s-s-sorry!!” Yoshiki cried.
Sugizo put his head down as the elevator dinged, signaling he had arrived at the lobby.
“I’m sorry. I have to go, Yoshiki. Please, just leave me alone,” he said and then hung up, slapping the flap of the phone down.
He walked out of the elevator and out of the building, deciding to walk and not drive. He thought as he made his way to the fortune teller’s. People thought he was weird for listening to a fortune teller, but he really did believe in that stuff. Sugizo was just different, that’s all.
He pulled the shop door open as the little bell rung above his head, signaling his entrance.
“Ah, Yasuhiro-san, I didn’t expect to see you today.”
“I need you to tell me why my luck as been so fucked up these past couple of weeks. I swear the gods are mad at me or something!” he said, trying to hold his anger in check.
“Sit, sit. Let’s see what I can figure out.”
Sugizo told the woman everything she wanted to know, had his palm read, and did a tarot reading. He was determined for his good luck to return. This bad of luck would surely get him killed in no time.
“Alright, Yasuhiro-san,” the woman said, before beginning her diagnosis of Sugizo’s problems, “The gods are mad at you because you will not solve a problem with someone very close to you. Because of this, they have ruined your luck and will not fix it until you have fixed this problem. If you resolve the problem with this person and sleep with them, your luck will return and you may even get more in return.”
Sugizo sighed and then thanked the woman for her time, giving her the money he owed her. He walked out of the shop and then headed down the street.
'Problem with someone very close to me? I can’t think of anyone I’m having problems with at the moment…And I have to sleep with them?’ he thought.
His phone vibrated in his pocket a moment later and he pulled it out to see who it was from. It was from Yoshiki.
“I’m sorry I’ve been bothering you. I understand and I’ll leave you alone from now on. I’m sorry.”
He read it over a few times and then slipped the phone back into his pocket. His eyes snapped open after just a few moments, though.
YOSHIKI!! He was the answer.
Sugizo quickly began to run down the street, heading for Yoshiki’s home. Thankfully, he was nearby the man’s home.
He arrived at Yoshiki’s a while later, holding a bundle of red roses. He sighed and looked down at himself, wondering if he looked alright. When he reached the door, he checked his clothes once more and then fixed his hair, before ringing the doorbell.
Sugizo waited for almost five minutes. He knocked once or twice after the interval of two minutes, he becoming nervous and worried over why there was no answer. He sighed in relief when Yoshiki pulled the door open.
Yoshiki looked up at him and stood there, silently. Sugizo was quiet before he held the bouquet up and said, “I brought these for you…”
Yoshiki took them and smelled them, then looking up at Sugizo.
“What for?”
“Well…a fortune teller told me I have to sleep with you…”
Yoshiki stared at him and then glared as his eyes narrowed to slits.
“Ha-ha, very funny, Sugizo. Think you can just play a fast one on me! Like I’m going to believe that. And even if it is true, why would I let you anyways?!” Yoshiki yelled, very tempted to throw the roses to the ground and stomp on them.
“Yoshiki, I’m sorry. I made mistake. I shouldn’t have ignored you. We should have talked. I’m being cursed for not taking your feelings into account. I’d really love to fix my luck and make you happy all in one night if that’s possible. Please, will you help me out?”
Yoshiki had turned his head from Sugizo, listening. Sugizo was intending for him to turn and go in, slamming the door in his face. Instead, Yoshiki turned back to look at him and then nodded.
“Alright, but promise me we’ll talk afterwards…about everything.”
“Yeah. I promise,” Sugizo nodded.
Yoshiki stepped to the side and allowed Sugizo in. He put the flowers in a vase he’d been meaning to fill and then looked at Sugizo.
“So, are we…?”
Sugizo walked to Yoshiki and wrapped an arm around him, the other hand coming up to turn Yoshiki’s chin up. He captured his lips in a kiss and prodded at Yoshiki’s lips for entrance. Yoshiki opened his mouth, letting Sugizo dominate their kiss. Sugizo’s lips left Yoshiki’s after a few minutes. Their eyes met and Sugizo smiled a little, using his hand to push some of Yoshiki’s hair behind his ear. He then pressed kisses down Yoshiki’s jaw and onto his neck, moans sounding out of Yoshiki’s mouth at different levels of volume. He smiled at the little noises he made and found a sensitive spot on the crook of Yoshiki’s neck, beginning to bite and kiss on it, leaving a mark there.
Yoshiki’s hands came up to hold onto Sugizo’s neck as he titled his neck back farther, enabling Sugizo to reach the rest of his pale neck. Sugizo kissed it up and down once more, before he concentrated on unbuttoning Yoshiki’s shirt. Yoshiki only watched him, watching Sugizo’s long, pale fingers slowly undoing the buttons. Those fingers reminded him of hide’s fingers, but those weren’t his fingers…they were Sugizo’s.
Yoshiki stepped away then, his shirt only half open as he looked to Sugizo, then saying,
“Maybe we shouldn’t…”
Sugizo was quiet. He didn’t want to force himself on Yoshiki. He sighed a bit and then turned away, planning to head for the door. He’d only walked a few steps, before there was a tug on his sleeve. He turned then and saw Yoshiki gripping his shirt, looking down a bit.
“I’m sorry,” he said, “Don’t go yet, please. We can.”
Sugizo walked back over to Yoshiki and put his arms around him. Yoshiki embraced Sugizo, enjoying the contentness between them.
“Are you ready now?” Sugizo asked, “Don’t forget we’re going to talk afterwards. You almost let me leave.”
“Well, I won’t and you better not do that thing where you promise and then slip out while I’m sleeping.”
Sugizo laughed a bit and then pressed a kiss to Yoshiki’s lips. “I won’t.”
Yoshiki smiled into the kiss and then backed away. “Don’t you want to move to the bedroom?”
“I thought we’d make it there.”
“I doubt it,” Yoshiki giggled a bit, taking Sugizo’s hand and leading him to his room.
Sugizo followed and then pushed Yoshiki down on the bed, climbing atop him and capturing his lips once more. He went back to unbuttoning Yoshiki’s deep brown shirt, while beginning to trail kisses down his chest. Yoshiki shut his eyes, enjoying the feeling of Sugizo’s lips on his body and the feel of his touches. When Sugizo got his shirt open all the way, he sat Yoshiki up and slid it off of him. He pressed kisses to his shoulders as he laid him back down, now beginning to work on his pants. For some reason, the button on the jeans wouldn’t come undone. He began to growl in frustration and Yoshiki laughed a little bit at his lover’s expression.
“Sugi-chan…you could just pull them off of me. They’re too big anyways.”
Sugizo lifted each side of Yoshiki’s hips up as he slid the jeans off of his frame, then pulling them down his legs to reveal the pale and creamy white skin of Yoshiki’s legs. He kissed up Yoshiki’s leg until he reached the fabric of his underwear, making Yoshiki giggle at the feeling. His legs were sensitive in a way.
Yoshiki’s pale fingers came to Sugizo’s lips for a moment and Sugizo closed his eyes as he pressed light kisses to the fingertips. Yoshiki then began to slide Sugizo’s shirt up as his fingers traced the taller’s toned chest. Sugizo lifted his arms as the slim-fitting black fabric was pulled off of him. Yoshiki smiled at him as his fingers played along his chest, but he arched up when Sugizo playfully poked at his nipple. Sugizo took the nipple into his mouth, letting his fingers play with the other. Yoshiki twisted his head a bit, trying not to moan Sugizo’s name loudly. Sugizo looked up at him, his lips leaving the little pink nub before he licked it again, making it stand straight up. He smiled and then slowly stroked Yoshiki’s cheek.
“It’s okay to make noise, sweetie. There’s no one here to hear us.”
Yoshiki nodded a bit and then leaned up, capturing Sugizo’s lips. He smiled as Yoshiki began to unbutton his faded and ripped jeans. Sugizo slid out of the jeans once they were open, kicking them off of the bed and then returning his attention to Yoshiki. The elder man pulled Sugizo down and kissed him again as he took Sugizo’s hand and placed it on his crotch.
“Yoshi-chan needs more attention than the rest of my body,” he whispered into the younger’s ear.
The brunette groaned, feeling himself getting aroused from the words that left the dirty blond’s mouth. He kissed Yoshiki’s sides and then looked at the black boxers he had on. He was debating on how to take them off- with his fingers or teeth- when Yoshiki took his hand and lifted the fabric, slipping his hand inside. Sugizo snapped out of his thoughts when he felt his hand touching Yoshiki’s manhood. Yoshiki smirked a little bit, pressing little kisses to Sugizo’s neck and chest.
“I forgot you weren’t…average-sized,” Sugizo said, his hand sliding down Yoshiki’s length a bit.
“Not as big as you, though,” Yoshiki practically beamed, kissing Sugizo’s chin.
Sugizo began to stroke Yoshiki’s length, his other hand finally pulling Yoshiki’s boxers off and disposing of them. He bent over then, putting his lips to the head of his erection. Yoshiki twitched a little, his legs spreading a bit. Sugizo’s tongue lightly licked at the slit and then went down over the top of his erection. Yoshiki moaned and tried to buck into Sugizo’s mouth. Sugizo’s lips then descended down over Yoshiki’s member, taking him in fully. His tongue teased at him the whole time he sucked, tasting the pre-cum as it slowly oozed out. Yoshiki began to buck his hips up and Sugizo took it, knowing his throat would be sore. He pulled away as he felt Yoshiki nearing his edge, his moans becoming louder and the grip on his hair- which he had grabbed after a few minutes- was tight. He gave one last lick to the underside of his manhood and then smiled down at Yoshiki, who whimpered.
“Got any lube?” Sugizo asked, looking around the room for anything.
Yoshiki shook his head and then said,
“I ran out…”
Sugizo frowned and then got up, walking into Yoshiki’s bathroom. Yoshiki whimpered as Sugizo left for a moment. He ripped open the drawers in the bathroom and searched anywhere that could possibly have something for lubricant. He stopped when he found Yoshiki’s collection of condoms and picked one, wondering why Yoshiki would have so many when he rarely had sex any more. He finally found some bath oils that could perhaps be used for lube. He smelled it and then put some on his fingers, rubbing them together to see if they ran smoothly. When they did, he walked back to the bedroom and climbed on the bed, throwing the oil and condom to the side for a moment.
He rubbed a bit more oil on his fingers and then lowered them down to Yoshiki’s entrance, lightly rubbing before pushing one finger in. Yoshiki grunted and Sugizo sat quietly, before lightly moving the finger. He wanted Yoshiki to get used to it. When Yoshiki seemed fine and content, Sugizo slid another finger in, begin to press in and search for the spot that would make Yoshiki scream and cry his name. He worked his fingers, Yoshiki beginning to slide his hips down a bit. When Sugizo slipped a third finger in, Yoshiki stopped for a moment. Now, it hurt. Sugizo began to press the three fingers into him, still searching for his sweet spot. Yoshiki was now pushing down and rolling his hips onto Sugizo’s fingers. When he brushed the spot, Yoshiki’s breath hitched a small moan came from his lips. Sugizo then angled his fingers and lightly jabbed it, making Yoshiki release a moan of his name. He then scissored his fingers, stretching Yoshiki’s hole, before pulling his fingers out.
He got up momentarily, pulling his pink leopard print briefs off and then getting back on the bed. He grabbed the condom and ripped the package open, expertly rolling it onto himself. He lifted Yoshiki’s right leg onto his shoulder while he held the left’s thigh as it came to his waist. He slowly pushed himself into Yoshiki, sitting and letting Yoshiki adjust when he was fully in. He then slid out and pushed himself back in. Yoshiki was still a bit too tight to his liking, but he would deal with it. Yoshiki’s left leg encircled Sugizo’s waist as Sugizo began to thrust into him, his eyes closing in pleasure. Sugizo was now pounding hard into him, the headboard beginning to bang into the wall.
Moans escaped Yoshiki’s mouth many times over, just letting it all out. Thank God he had stamina or he would’ve been out in almost a few minutes. He had already been on the edge, but Sugizo’s pace wasn’t making him budge just yet. When Sugizo found that one spot again, he began to angle his thrusts towards it. As each thrust hit his prostate, Yoshiki screamed Sugizo’s name, going from his real name to his embarrassing pet names Sugizo didn’t know about. Yoshiki’s hips were bucking violently against Sugizo’s as he tried to keep up with him.
When Yoshiki didn’t appear to be coming anytime soon, Sugizo reached his hand inbetween them and took hold of Yoshiki’s member. He began to pump Yoshiki in the same pace that he was thrusting. Yoshiki was enwrapped in heated passion, his eyes practically rolled back into his head and glazed over in pleasure induced ecstasy. He felt himself going over the edge and he screamed Sugizo’s name loudly as he cummed. The cum covered all over Yoshiki’s stomach, along with Sugizo’s. He panted loudly as his muscles clenched around Sugizo. The brunette came minutes later, loudly moaning Yoshiki’s name in pleasure. He slumped over then, his head crashing against Yoshiki’s shoulder.
Sugizo sat up, pulling out of Yoshiki and then pulling the condom off and disposing of it in the trash. He climbed back into the bed, curling up to Yoshiki. Yoshiki had climbed under the covers and dozed off. Sugizo laid his head on the top of Yoshiki’s head and then fell asleep.
When Yoshiki awoke, Sugizo was gone.
“God dammit! Every time I get him to promise, he leaves…”
He put his face into his hands, holding back the tears that threatened to fall.
“Why’re you crying? I didn’t leave, sweetheart.”
Yoshiki looked up to see Sugizo coming out of the bathroom, drying his hair with a towel. He sat down on the bed beside Yoshiki, putting an arm around him.
“Maybe you should clean up before we chat,” Sugizo suggested, going to get some of his clothes from the floor.
“Are you seriously going to talk to me?”
“Of course. A favor is a favor,” he smiled a bit, “I got my luck back and I got you. I’m not gonna let you get away from me again.”
“Me? You’re the one who ran away!” Yoshiki laughed.
He climbed out of the bed and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. Sugizo lay on the bed, after pulling his jeans and underwear back on. He laid his shirt on the end of the bed, not bothering to put it on. He clicked the TV on and turned it to Animal Planet. He began to watch a documentary on the cat family. They were concentrating on the cheetah at that time. He watched for a while until he felt arms wrap around him and a whisper into his ear of,
“What’re you watching?”
“Big kitties,” Sugizo smiled, patting Yoshiki on the head.
Yoshiki pressed kisses to his cheek and then snuggled up next to him.
“Ready to talk now?”
“Yep!”
“Would you like to go first?”
“Yes,” Yoshiki nodded, “Why were you avoiding me? You were telling me you didn’t love me.”
“I’m sorry. I thought you were using me to replace hide-sama. I felt like I was being used. I couldn’t stand the fact that you were just sleeping with me and then being clingy to me. Continuously calling me and annoying me isn’t pleasant.”
“Sorry. I felt like you weren’t really giving a shit about me. I was lonely and I was just trying to get you to pay attention to me. I admit it, I am clingy.”
Sugizo laughed.
“So, we were fighting for a stupid reason?”
“Yeah.”
“And you forgive me?”
“Yes.”
“And you’ll move in with me?”
“Yeah…Wait, what?!”
“I want you to move in with me and Luna,” Sugizo said, “I love you. I want you to be with me at all times.”
“Alright. I’ll move in with you, because I love you so much. Can I start now?”
“Yes.”
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A/N: Hope you all enjoyed! I hope you really love it, Ai! ^-^ Also, I know their reason for fighting was stupid, but if it was confusing, I'll explain here. Yoshiki is in love with Sugizo, but thought that Sugizo was rejecting him, while Sugizo only thought Yoshiki was using him to replace hide and rejected him for that. Hope that explains it. Comments and critique are loved!
Author: kami_chama_luv
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: malexmale relations, smex, swear words, unbetaed
Pairings: Yoshiki (X JAPAN, S.K.I.N.) x Sugizo (LUNA SEA, S.K.I.N.)
Disclaimer: I own no one...unfortunately. I would love to own Sugizo...but for now, "May the Peace be with You"! (Sugizo for World Leader)
Comments: Written for therapydotai for her birthday! Happy late b-day. She said she wanted Yoshiki/Sugizo with the prompt of Sugizo losing his luck and having to get it back, so here it is!
Okay, he was getting frustrated now. What was wrong with him? What did he do wrong? Nothing! Nothing and yet he was being punished!
Yasuhiro Sugihara, also known as Sugizo by friends and fans, was not having a good week. It was fucked up. Really fucked up.
In the past week, he’d fallen into a fountain four out of the seven days, been run into at least three times, Luna had opened the door and hit him in the face at least five times in the past three days…but no, this was bad. Just bad.
He was just walking through the park, enjoying his ice cream. Then suddenly, a dog jumps him, stealing his ice cream and making him stumble backwards. He then stumbled into a tree face first, then tripped over a bench, and landed in mud.
That was the last straw. Sugizo was tired of it. He wanted to know why the hell he was being cursed. He got up and walked home, his clothes dripping in mud. He climbed the stairs instead of taking the elevator, then unlocking his condo’s door and then walking into his home. Luna was sitting on the couch, watching TV and licking a Popsicle. She turned at the sound of the door opening, her eyes widening when they laid on Sugizo.
“Daddy, what happened?” she said.
“Nothing, Luna. I’m going to take a shower and change, then I’m heading out again.”
“Where’re you going?”
“To see a fortune teller, sweetie,” Sugizo replied, heading towards his bedroom slowly, “I have to know why my luck is so outta whack.”
“Okay…Oh! Yoshiki-san called. He asked for you to call him back.”
Sugizo sighed. He didn’t want to talk to Yoshiki. They hadn’t been on good terms lately. Well, not since hide had died. No, that had been resolved. Not since the S.K.I.N. concert was when it got weird between them. He sighed in exasperation as he walked into his bathroom, starting up his shower. He stripped his clothes off and then stepped into the shower, beginning to wash the mud from his body. He rinsed his hair and then hit the wall in frustration. He couldn’t stop thinking of Yoshiki now.
‘Dammit,’ he thought, sitting down on the bottom of the shower floor.
He climbed out and redressed, letting his deep brown and black hair fall behind his shoulders. He looked at himself in the mirror for a few minutes before he walked out, throwing his clothes into his hamper. He walked into the living room and gave Luna a kiss on the head.
“I’ll be back in a little while,” he said.
“Okay,” Luna replied, not taking her eyes off of the screen, “Yoshiki-san called again by the way.”
Sugizo sighed, walking out of the apartment and to the elevator. He stepped in and hit the lobby floor button. He leaned against the glass in the elevator, thinking. His thoughts were interrupted when his cell phone rang. He pulled it out and clicked the green phone button.
“Hello?” he said, not bothering to look at the caller ID.
“Sugizo…”
“Yoshiki?”
The dirty blond on the other end went silent. He was sitting in his home, the lights off and curtains closed.
“Yeah…” he finally said.
“What do you want?”
“Sugizo, please…Can’t we talk?”
“Yoshiki, there’s nothing to talk about. It was an honest mistake. I’m really sorry, but we just can’t continue. Can’t you use Toshi or somebody?”
“Sugizo…”
“Yoshiki, please, leave me alone. Stop calling my house every couple of minutes, stop leaving me messages, stop coming to see me at the studio when you don’t have any business there, please! I can’t stand it anymore.”
Yoshiki bit his lower lip, shutting his eyes tight as he tried to hold back a sob.
“I-I’m s-s-sorry!!” Yoshiki cried.
Sugizo put his head down as the elevator dinged, signaling he had arrived at the lobby.
“I’m sorry. I have to go, Yoshiki. Please, just leave me alone,” he said and then hung up, slapping the flap of the phone down.
He walked out of the elevator and out of the building, deciding to walk and not drive. He thought as he made his way to the fortune teller’s. People thought he was weird for listening to a fortune teller, but he really did believe in that stuff. Sugizo was just different, that’s all.
He pulled the shop door open as the little bell rung above his head, signaling his entrance.
“Ah, Yasuhiro-san, I didn’t expect to see you today.”
“I need you to tell me why my luck as been so fucked up these past couple of weeks. I swear the gods are mad at me or something!” he said, trying to hold his anger in check.
“Sit, sit. Let’s see what I can figure out.”
Sugizo told the woman everything she wanted to know, had his palm read, and did a tarot reading. He was determined for his good luck to return. This bad of luck would surely get him killed in no time.
“Alright, Yasuhiro-san,” the woman said, before beginning her diagnosis of Sugizo’s problems, “The gods are mad at you because you will not solve a problem with someone very close to you. Because of this, they have ruined your luck and will not fix it until you have fixed this problem. If you resolve the problem with this person and sleep with them, your luck will return and you may even get more in return.”
Sugizo sighed and then thanked the woman for her time, giving her the money he owed her. He walked out of the shop and then headed down the street.
'Problem with someone very close to me? I can’t think of anyone I’m having problems with at the moment…And I have to sleep with them?’ he thought.
His phone vibrated in his pocket a moment later and he pulled it out to see who it was from. It was from Yoshiki.
“I’m sorry I’ve been bothering you. I understand and I’ll leave you alone from now on. I’m sorry.”
He read it over a few times and then slipped the phone back into his pocket. His eyes snapped open after just a few moments, though.
YOSHIKI!! He was the answer.
Sugizo quickly began to run down the street, heading for Yoshiki’s home. Thankfully, he was nearby the man’s home.
He arrived at Yoshiki’s a while later, holding a bundle of red roses. He sighed and looked down at himself, wondering if he looked alright. When he reached the door, he checked his clothes once more and then fixed his hair, before ringing the doorbell.
Sugizo waited for almost five minutes. He knocked once or twice after the interval of two minutes, he becoming nervous and worried over why there was no answer. He sighed in relief when Yoshiki pulled the door open.
Yoshiki looked up at him and stood there, silently. Sugizo was quiet before he held the bouquet up and said, “I brought these for you…”
Yoshiki took them and smelled them, then looking up at Sugizo.
“What for?”
“Well…a fortune teller told me I have to sleep with you…”
Yoshiki stared at him and then glared as his eyes narrowed to slits.
“Ha-ha, very funny, Sugizo. Think you can just play a fast one on me! Like I’m going to believe that. And even if it is true, why would I let you anyways?!” Yoshiki yelled, very tempted to throw the roses to the ground and stomp on them.
“Yoshiki, I’m sorry. I made mistake. I shouldn’t have ignored you. We should have talked. I’m being cursed for not taking your feelings into account. I’d really love to fix my luck and make you happy all in one night if that’s possible. Please, will you help me out?”
Yoshiki had turned his head from Sugizo, listening. Sugizo was intending for him to turn and go in, slamming the door in his face. Instead, Yoshiki turned back to look at him and then nodded.
“Alright, but promise me we’ll talk afterwards…about everything.”
“Yeah. I promise,” Sugizo nodded.
Yoshiki stepped to the side and allowed Sugizo in. He put the flowers in a vase he’d been meaning to fill and then looked at Sugizo.
“So, are we…?”
Sugizo walked to Yoshiki and wrapped an arm around him, the other hand coming up to turn Yoshiki’s chin up. He captured his lips in a kiss and prodded at Yoshiki’s lips for entrance. Yoshiki opened his mouth, letting Sugizo dominate their kiss. Sugizo’s lips left Yoshiki’s after a few minutes. Their eyes met and Sugizo smiled a little, using his hand to push some of Yoshiki’s hair behind his ear. He then pressed kisses down Yoshiki’s jaw and onto his neck, moans sounding out of Yoshiki’s mouth at different levels of volume. He smiled at the little noises he made and found a sensitive spot on the crook of Yoshiki’s neck, beginning to bite and kiss on it, leaving a mark there.
Yoshiki’s hands came up to hold onto Sugizo’s neck as he titled his neck back farther, enabling Sugizo to reach the rest of his pale neck. Sugizo kissed it up and down once more, before he concentrated on unbuttoning Yoshiki’s shirt. Yoshiki only watched him, watching Sugizo’s long, pale fingers slowly undoing the buttons. Those fingers reminded him of hide’s fingers, but those weren’t his fingers…they were Sugizo’s.
Yoshiki stepped away then, his shirt only half open as he looked to Sugizo, then saying,
“Maybe we shouldn’t…”
Sugizo was quiet. He didn’t want to force himself on Yoshiki. He sighed a bit and then turned away, planning to head for the door. He’d only walked a few steps, before there was a tug on his sleeve. He turned then and saw Yoshiki gripping his shirt, looking down a bit.
“I’m sorry,” he said, “Don’t go yet, please. We can.”
Sugizo walked back over to Yoshiki and put his arms around him. Yoshiki embraced Sugizo, enjoying the contentness between them.
“Are you ready now?” Sugizo asked, “Don’t forget we’re going to talk afterwards. You almost let me leave.”
“Well, I won’t and you better not do that thing where you promise and then slip out while I’m sleeping.”
Sugizo laughed a bit and then pressed a kiss to Yoshiki’s lips. “I won’t.”
Yoshiki smiled into the kiss and then backed away. “Don’t you want to move to the bedroom?”
“I thought we’d make it there.”
“I doubt it,” Yoshiki giggled a bit, taking Sugizo’s hand and leading him to his room.
Sugizo followed and then pushed Yoshiki down on the bed, climbing atop him and capturing his lips once more. He went back to unbuttoning Yoshiki’s deep brown shirt, while beginning to trail kisses down his chest. Yoshiki shut his eyes, enjoying the feeling of Sugizo’s lips on his body and the feel of his touches. When Sugizo got his shirt open all the way, he sat Yoshiki up and slid it off of him. He pressed kisses to his shoulders as he laid him back down, now beginning to work on his pants. For some reason, the button on the jeans wouldn’t come undone. He began to growl in frustration and Yoshiki laughed a little bit at his lover’s expression.
“Sugi-chan…you could just pull them off of me. They’re too big anyways.”
Sugizo lifted each side of Yoshiki’s hips up as he slid the jeans off of his frame, then pulling them down his legs to reveal the pale and creamy white skin of Yoshiki’s legs. He kissed up Yoshiki’s leg until he reached the fabric of his underwear, making Yoshiki giggle at the feeling. His legs were sensitive in a way.
Yoshiki’s pale fingers came to Sugizo’s lips for a moment and Sugizo closed his eyes as he pressed light kisses to the fingertips. Yoshiki then began to slide Sugizo’s shirt up as his fingers traced the taller’s toned chest. Sugizo lifted his arms as the slim-fitting black fabric was pulled off of him. Yoshiki smiled at him as his fingers played along his chest, but he arched up when Sugizo playfully poked at his nipple. Sugizo took the nipple into his mouth, letting his fingers play with the other. Yoshiki twisted his head a bit, trying not to moan Sugizo’s name loudly. Sugizo looked up at him, his lips leaving the little pink nub before he licked it again, making it stand straight up. He smiled and then slowly stroked Yoshiki’s cheek.
“It’s okay to make noise, sweetie. There’s no one here to hear us.”
Yoshiki nodded a bit and then leaned up, capturing Sugizo’s lips. He smiled as Yoshiki began to unbutton his faded and ripped jeans. Sugizo slid out of the jeans once they were open, kicking them off of the bed and then returning his attention to Yoshiki. The elder man pulled Sugizo down and kissed him again as he took Sugizo’s hand and placed it on his crotch.
“Yoshi-chan needs more attention than the rest of my body,” he whispered into the younger’s ear.
The brunette groaned, feeling himself getting aroused from the words that left the dirty blond’s mouth. He kissed Yoshiki’s sides and then looked at the black boxers he had on. He was debating on how to take them off- with his fingers or teeth- when Yoshiki took his hand and lifted the fabric, slipping his hand inside. Sugizo snapped out of his thoughts when he felt his hand touching Yoshiki’s manhood. Yoshiki smirked a little bit, pressing little kisses to Sugizo’s neck and chest.
“I forgot you weren’t…average-sized,” Sugizo said, his hand sliding down Yoshiki’s length a bit.
“Not as big as you, though,” Yoshiki practically beamed, kissing Sugizo’s chin.
Sugizo began to stroke Yoshiki’s length, his other hand finally pulling Yoshiki’s boxers off and disposing of them. He bent over then, putting his lips to the head of his erection. Yoshiki twitched a little, his legs spreading a bit. Sugizo’s tongue lightly licked at the slit and then went down over the top of his erection. Yoshiki moaned and tried to buck into Sugizo’s mouth. Sugizo’s lips then descended down over Yoshiki’s member, taking him in fully. His tongue teased at him the whole time he sucked, tasting the pre-cum as it slowly oozed out. Yoshiki began to buck his hips up and Sugizo took it, knowing his throat would be sore. He pulled away as he felt Yoshiki nearing his edge, his moans becoming louder and the grip on his hair- which he had grabbed after a few minutes- was tight. He gave one last lick to the underside of his manhood and then smiled down at Yoshiki, who whimpered.
“Got any lube?” Sugizo asked, looking around the room for anything.
Yoshiki shook his head and then said,
“I ran out…”
Sugizo frowned and then got up, walking into Yoshiki’s bathroom. Yoshiki whimpered as Sugizo left for a moment. He ripped open the drawers in the bathroom and searched anywhere that could possibly have something for lubricant. He stopped when he found Yoshiki’s collection of condoms and picked one, wondering why Yoshiki would have so many when he rarely had sex any more. He finally found some bath oils that could perhaps be used for lube. He smelled it and then put some on his fingers, rubbing them together to see if they ran smoothly. When they did, he walked back to the bedroom and climbed on the bed, throwing the oil and condom to the side for a moment.
He rubbed a bit more oil on his fingers and then lowered them down to Yoshiki’s entrance, lightly rubbing before pushing one finger in. Yoshiki grunted and Sugizo sat quietly, before lightly moving the finger. He wanted Yoshiki to get used to it. When Yoshiki seemed fine and content, Sugizo slid another finger in, begin to press in and search for the spot that would make Yoshiki scream and cry his name. He worked his fingers, Yoshiki beginning to slide his hips down a bit. When Sugizo slipped a third finger in, Yoshiki stopped for a moment. Now, it hurt. Sugizo began to press the three fingers into him, still searching for his sweet spot. Yoshiki was now pushing down and rolling his hips onto Sugizo’s fingers. When he brushed the spot, Yoshiki’s breath hitched a small moan came from his lips. Sugizo then angled his fingers and lightly jabbed it, making Yoshiki release a moan of his name. He then scissored his fingers, stretching Yoshiki’s hole, before pulling his fingers out.
He got up momentarily, pulling his pink leopard print briefs off and then getting back on the bed. He grabbed the condom and ripped the package open, expertly rolling it onto himself. He lifted Yoshiki’s right leg onto his shoulder while he held the left’s thigh as it came to his waist. He slowly pushed himself into Yoshiki, sitting and letting Yoshiki adjust when he was fully in. He then slid out and pushed himself back in. Yoshiki was still a bit too tight to his liking, but he would deal with it. Yoshiki’s left leg encircled Sugizo’s waist as Sugizo began to thrust into him, his eyes closing in pleasure. Sugizo was now pounding hard into him, the headboard beginning to bang into the wall.
Moans escaped Yoshiki’s mouth many times over, just letting it all out. Thank God he had stamina or he would’ve been out in almost a few minutes. He had already been on the edge, but Sugizo’s pace wasn’t making him budge just yet. When Sugizo found that one spot again, he began to angle his thrusts towards it. As each thrust hit his prostate, Yoshiki screamed Sugizo’s name, going from his real name to his embarrassing pet names Sugizo didn’t know about. Yoshiki’s hips were bucking violently against Sugizo’s as he tried to keep up with him.
When Yoshiki didn’t appear to be coming anytime soon, Sugizo reached his hand inbetween them and took hold of Yoshiki’s member. He began to pump Yoshiki in the same pace that he was thrusting. Yoshiki was enwrapped in heated passion, his eyes practically rolled back into his head and glazed over in pleasure induced ecstasy. He felt himself going over the edge and he screamed Sugizo’s name loudly as he cummed. The cum covered all over Yoshiki’s stomach, along with Sugizo’s. He panted loudly as his muscles clenched around Sugizo. The brunette came minutes later, loudly moaning Yoshiki’s name in pleasure. He slumped over then, his head crashing against Yoshiki’s shoulder.
Sugizo sat up, pulling out of Yoshiki and then pulling the condom off and disposing of it in the trash. He climbed back into the bed, curling up to Yoshiki. Yoshiki had climbed under the covers and dozed off. Sugizo laid his head on the top of Yoshiki’s head and then fell asleep.
When Yoshiki awoke, Sugizo was gone.
“God dammit! Every time I get him to promise, he leaves…”
He put his face into his hands, holding back the tears that threatened to fall.
“Why’re you crying? I didn’t leave, sweetheart.”
Yoshiki looked up to see Sugizo coming out of the bathroom, drying his hair with a towel. He sat down on the bed beside Yoshiki, putting an arm around him.
“Maybe you should clean up before we chat,” Sugizo suggested, going to get some of his clothes from the floor.
“Are you seriously going to talk to me?”
“Of course. A favor is a favor,” he smiled a bit, “I got my luck back and I got you. I’m not gonna let you get away from me again.”
“Me? You’re the one who ran away!” Yoshiki laughed.
He climbed out of the bed and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. Sugizo lay on the bed, after pulling his jeans and underwear back on. He laid his shirt on the end of the bed, not bothering to put it on. He clicked the TV on and turned it to Animal Planet. He began to watch a documentary on the cat family. They were concentrating on the cheetah at that time. He watched for a while until he felt arms wrap around him and a whisper into his ear of,
“What’re you watching?”
“Big kitties,” Sugizo smiled, patting Yoshiki on the head.
Yoshiki pressed kisses to his cheek and then snuggled up next to him.
“Ready to talk now?”
“Yep!”
“Would you like to go first?”
“Yes,” Yoshiki nodded, “Why were you avoiding me? You were telling me you didn’t love me.”
“I’m sorry. I thought you were using me to replace hide-sama. I felt like I was being used. I couldn’t stand the fact that you were just sleeping with me and then being clingy to me. Continuously calling me and annoying me isn’t pleasant.”
“Sorry. I felt like you weren’t really giving a shit about me. I was lonely and I was just trying to get you to pay attention to me. I admit it, I am clingy.”
Sugizo laughed.
“So, we were fighting for a stupid reason?”
“Yeah.”
“And you forgive me?”
“Yes.”
“And you’ll move in with me?”
“Yeah…Wait, what?!”
“I want you to move in with me and Luna,” Sugizo said, “I love you. I want you to be with me at all times.”
“Alright. I’ll move in with you, because I love you so much. Can I start now?”
“Yes.”
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A/N: Hope you all enjoyed! I hope you really love it, Ai! ^-^ Also, I know their reason for fighting was stupid, but if it was confusing, I'll explain here. Yoshiki is in love with Sugizo, but thought that Sugizo was rejecting him, while Sugizo only thought Yoshiki was using him to replace hide and rejected him for that. Hope that explains it. Comments and critique are loved!