Fandom: Saiyuki
Ratings/Warnings: G
Summary: Sometimes it makes you feel warm...but sometimes it makes you feel all alone...
I remembered what the sky was. And what the clouds were. And I remembered the stars and the moon and the sun.
I remembered that I was alone. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't remember why, or where I'd been before...the whole world was my cave and the clouds. I didn't even remember why not knowing made me sad.
Sometimes I was happy, because being alone was hard. I didn't want to know what I'd done.
I remembered what being scared was...when the light dissappeared behind the cold snow and I couldn't see anything for what felt like forever. I remembered worrying that I'd forget about everything else again in the dark. That I'd never, ever see the sun again, or feel warm again.
I remember the first time I saw you. That's something I'll never forget.
I remember how warm and real your hand felt when it took a hold of mine. How warm I felt inside when you pulled me out of the cave. I remember how happy I was to learn your name.
I feel better now, when it's dark. Or when it's cold. When I can't see the sky, or hear the birds sing. No matter what, I'll never forget about you.