I've been feeling down. It seems to get worse each day. I feel very lonely, but at the same time I want to push people away. Why do ai feel such contridictions? I wish I knew what was going on ( Read more... )

I strongly believe I found Hadrian. Or at least he found me. :3 I am looking forward to talking w/ him more.

Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with my friend Ran! I can't wait until then! It'll be so much fun! <3

Since it has been so dang long since I've been on LiveJournal, I'm going to uopdate my friend's list. If you want to stay on it, you'll have to post here. Most of you probably forgot me, so it's ok and I'll just move on. :) Take care, everyone.

Got screwed over by my old roommate, moved back home with my parents. Had to give Kaya to the SPCA but got to keep two of her kittens names Kaoru Felix and Andy. Going back to college for an AA in Art, and AA in Art New Media and a certificate in 3D Animation. Looking into what 4 year college I'll transfer into. Right now looking into Ex'pression ( Read more... )

Dir en grey is comming back! Fuck them for comming so soon. i'm so broke... but will still do everything in my power to go see them ( Read more... )

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I don't update this much at all lately. heck, I hardly even update myspace. But this page gets neglected the most....

So much going on. Lots of drama. But we got a new member to our band. :3 His name is Javier and he's our drummer. I'm going back to bass for now.

That's the major thing.

lots has happened and yet not. i went to the Diru concert and it was awesome. we had this crazy stalker lady chase and scare us for about a week, and i am going through a ghuge breakup right now.... lots and yet not too much at all. :) made some awesome new friends at the concert. we visit them every week in LA ( Read more... )

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Dir en grey!

1. Dolphins sleep at night just below the surface of Dir en grey, and frequently rise to the surface for air!
2. If you put a drop of liquor on Dir en grey, they will go mad and sting themself to death.
3. Only fifty-five percent of men wash their hands after using Dir en grey.
4. In a pinch, the skin from a shark can be ( Read more... )

I was at the Diru concert. I don't want to go into a rant about itbecause there are so many already... but there was some people I thought were the coolest that I was hoping to meet after the concert. My roomie ended up passing out after the concert and was pulled away in a wheelchair, so we both completely missed the afterparty that we organized! ( Read more... )