fuck you live journal, fuck you computer, fuck you.

[kamikazeflight]

I hate live journal.
I hate my computer.
I hate everyone.
I hate everything.

Im nostalgic of real conversation
Thats what real friendships are made of..not shit talking and partying

just, whatever

Comments

[__vinny]

yea, the internet is taking over the world, its lame!

[kamikazeflight]

i know, right?
I think it devoured my soul..

[fragglerawkme]

you love me

[kamikazeflight]

yeah, maybeeee..
only on days that end in Y
*wink wink* <3

[forever_is_fake]

how can you ever be happy, if you're to busy hating everything.

i dont understand you anymore.

[kamikazeflight]

i wrote a huge post about how it's ridiculous for me to hate everything because then i can't be happy. On the other hand...i realized (after the entry never posted) that it's not something i can change completely and to pretend and fool myself would be a waste of time. Unlike other people I can't take drugs to make myself feel at ease. I wish I could, but it just doesn't work that way for me. Plus, I'd rather not just numb the pain to "escape".

P.S. I don't think you ever understood me..

[forever_is_fake]

you'll be happy one day.

[kamikazeflight]

I hope you're right <333

With all the shitty things that have happened in our lives the future has to be fucking supreme, right?

heyy!!

[ijustdanced]

I LOVE YOU!
always

Re: heyy!!

[kamikazeflight]

i love you too darling, even if i never see you anymore!

Re: heyy!!

[ijustdanced]

Thats what makes me so sad. We need to hang out. I don't have my car till tomorrow. But i want to get high with my good friend ... so im going to call you tomorrow night or monday and we'll get some stuff. <3 i miss you jen!!

[apocryypha]

I hear ya man... internet is a pathetic substitution for friendships... hey you heard Alex died right?