it was depressing...but it made me feel better.  it was one of those dreams where once you think about it nothing really makes sence but then at the same time it does...
i want a pet monkey.  i just think they are so cute.  i want one of those small ones.

i have a new boyfriend!  his name is jay martin and he's 23...what is it with the j's and the martins? jami martin, jessica martin, john martin, and jay martin...hummm ( Read more... )

my birthday was one of the best i've had in a long time.  stress free and fun.  i made lots of food and ate a lot. so now i'm a bit sick ( Read more... )

recentley i've given up on talking around things.  i have just been bluntley telling people what i think and it's gotten me into a lot of trouble.  but i don't really care and i can't seem to make myself care. 
i have a crush on a really hot guy.  he's a dog trainer.
my step mom and dad are fighting because she acused me of poisoning her and her dog ( Read more... )

Coin
   operated boy.
        sitting on a shelf.
            he is just a toy.

but i turn him on.
    and he comes to life.
         atomatic joy.
               that is why i want

a

coin
                  operated boy.

made of plastic
                 and elastic
he is ruged 
                and long lasting.

who could ever ever ask ( Read more... )

so many things i'm feeling right now.  how to discribe it?...i don't know ( Read more... )

i'd like to propose a toast!

here's to the ladies who lunch,

every body laugh!

lounging in their caftans,
and planning a brunch,
on their own behalf.

off to the gym

then to a fitting

claiming that thry're fat.

and looking grim,
' cus they've been sitting choosing a hat.

does any one still wear a hat?

i'll drink to that.

here's to the girls who stay smart.
aren' ( Read more... )

i'd like to propose a toast!

here's to the ladies who lunch,

every body laugh!

lounging in their caftans,
and planning a brunch,
on their own behalf.

off to the gym

then to a fitting

claiming that thry're fat.

and looking grim,
' cus they've been sitting choosing a hat.

does any one still wear a hat?

i'll drink to that.

here's to the girls who stay smart.
aren' ( Read more... )

look! i just loged off and on again!!!!!
and it let me!!!
TWAAAAAAA!!!

i just got the internet today!!!!!
i'm so unbelievabley excited!!!!
i want to berst out in song!!