Alright, so, this is somewhat of a continuation of the previous post ( Read more... )

Maybe we do? Why else would we continue to put ourselves through this? I know a lot of people, who depress themselves over someone they like. They know that they're going to get hurt.. they fucking KNOW.. but they insist that they keep trying ( Read more... )

I'm finding it so hard not to cry these days. The past month has been shit. August is always a sad month.. when everything starts coming to an end. Friends go back home.. the social life comes to a stand still.. and it's time to buckle down and get ready for school again. Thinking back to my past journals.. I'm pretty sure I've written about this ( Read more... )

you don't see the tears rolling down my cheeks. You're my best friend and I love you like a brother. I act happy for you because deep down I am. On the other hand... i cry because i want what you and the rest of my bestests have. In the end, it's something that I truly want more than anything ( Read more... )

Sitting by the fireplace.. listening to some beautiful music on the lappy.. drinking my tea. This is not something I often find the time to do. To say the very least, it's soothing. It puts me in that state where I start to contemplate everything that's been bogging me down in the past little while. The few who give a damn, have probably noticed ( Read more... )

great song.. teehee. okay.. so.. first day of "summer break" for me. what have i done? a whole lotta nothin! actually.. i worked out for a bit longer than i usually do. so that's good :P i dunno how i used to be able to go on for 2 hours... but then again, that was at the gym. i only work out at home now... sooooo, yesh.. not as many resources. ( Read more... )

okay.. SO.. more bday festivities today on my bro's behalf. The only thing i'd like to say is.. i have now had ice cream.. 4 days in a row. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaaaaaaahhhh baby. i can feel the fat ( Read more... )

alrighty.. so TODAYYYY was John's bday. YAAAAAY for my bro in law :) We went to play pitch and putt today. IT WAS SO FUNNN.. i've never gone before. i've gone to the driving range a few times. but yesh. For my first time i think i did well.. so ROCK ON FOR KAMMAGE ( Read more... )

HAAAAAA SO... let's recap today shall we ( Read more... )

i got shafted by the hot girl that i messaged....

i now eat away my sorrows... MINT OREO BLIZZARD YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY