*He wasn't quite sure what kind of scene was playing in his head. All he felt was the dull ache in his heart, a strange tearing that made him want to stop breathing. The pain suffocated his senses, until abruptly, he woke up. Eyes flung open, staring out into the darkness. It was barely morning. 4:39AM. His vision blurred a little, the glowing red
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Having trouble sleeping again koi?
*Reaching out he brushed his fingers against his lover's cheek in a nonchalant motion meant to sooth, only there was wetness there and sniffles punctuated his lover's breath as he listened. He couldn't see well in the still darkened room, but he felt it and knew the signs for what they were. Gaku was crying...but why? He wrapped his arms tighter about his lover's form.*
Daijyoubuka?
*His voice was laced with concern, but far from paranoia, his hand still petting his lover's cheek wiping away tears.*
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...Stay with me.. Don't go...
*He clung to the other man's body, squeezing his eyes shut and furrowing his brows. It felt like if he even let go for a moment, his image would disappear, and the bed would be empty. Like the glow of the moon would wash away his koi's body, steal him away..*
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*He nuzzled his lover's face with his nose, kissing away tears, gentle, carring caresses against the tear stained surface. Long, delicate digits slipped up and down over the vocalist's spine before he rested his hand flat against the small of Gackt's back, rubbing in gentle circles.*
Where would I go...last time I checked...this was my house...
*He chidded teasingly before his voice dropped to a softer more comforting tone.*
I would never leave you...I couldn't...
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I couldn't bear it if you left me.. Cha..
*Again, he moved closer to his koi, until both of their bodies pressed together tightly, until he could feel his lover's heartbeat pressed against his chest and thud rhythmically with his own.*
You're here.. but I miss you..
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