+006+ [accidental voice post]

[kamui_vampiro]

[he seems really weak and, over all, sad. He's not 'acting like Kamui' now]
Am I... so wrong? Perhaps he hated me? [Kamui sighed thinking about reaper's words]
I want to see him... [he's sitting on the floor hiding his face behind his knees]

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[perfectibility]

Kamui-kun?

[kamui_vampiro]

[just notice that the crow was with him]... It's nothing. Really... [but he doesn't sound really sure]

[apathetic_tune]

[hesitating]
If...if it's about something that he said to you just ignore him. Whatever it was it was garbage.

[kamui_vampiro]

...
You're right, it was garbage... [his voice was not so sure] all garbage...

[unseeing_sight]

S-sometimes it's easy to think that, Herr Kamui, but...um, I think you're a good person. I think people don't hate you.

[kamui_vampiro]

But... I'm not a good person and a good brother either...
He must hate me... [ok, it seems that reaper's words are still effecting him]
I let him die... he was here before than I came... I let someone kill him...
...
and my feelings... how could he doesn't hate me?

[unseeing_sight]

Listen to me! A real brother won't ever hate his brother! Never!

[A long silence]

My brother died because of me, and just before I ran away he told me he'd be waiting in Heaven. He promised he wouldn't be angry.

[kamui_vampiro]

A real brother won't ever love his twin like I loved mine...
[he sighed]

...
I'm... I'm sorry. I... I'm sorry for your loss. But it's different, I was supposed to protect him, it was my role... [seems that he's unable to absorb completely what hans is saying]
I failed... I failed...