ive been feeling weird lately this kinda uneasy feeling. a tired kinda confusion where you wake up look around and nothing feels right like theres something wrong. then i look around and i get a sink feeling in the pit of my stomach and then some times just emptiness no like a sad emptiness just lack of anything. idk ill shut up now

wow it kinda sucks my summers been boring so far not much time with my friends work. taking thursday off and going to the beach with brit. worked with chris friday and staurday im surprised he works really well. i have to finish that tomarrow and mow the lawn created by satan himself. if all works out well ill have my psp soon and then i can ( Read more... )

Went to Emme's party today, being in cherry valley brings back some old memeries. it was one of the best ever a lot of swimming in waist deep water. had to leave early came home at pancakes drank coke and watched house of flying daggers. great movies i might go out and buy it.

yea so im sixteen now honestly i dont really care you know sixteen was always a big thing you expect some amazing secret to lve to be reveiled. nope so in six months ill have my licence so watch out and count your days and cherish them.

so yea finals are over everyone else in the world is ranting why not me. For some reason my finals werent bad this year aside form advanced web page design. but anyways went to jades today watch team america(derka derka allah a gehad mohamid)and akira the most fucked up movie of all time. then we come here cause every body wanted iced cream and ( Read more... )

GOD DAMNIT SCHOOL JUST END DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok so school has made me feel so fucking pissed good thing i have fencing tonight venty venty time. i swear im not paranoid Kohlmans after me i swear she constantly singles me out for homework and shit. One of these days im going to get suspended for flipping out on that bitch and i can't wait. ( Read more... )

You know few things truly bother me but this one really does. Do you remember when being a hard-core gamer wasn't the "cool" or"in" thing when you were a gamer because you loved games not cause they were cool or hip. well now they are and it ruins everything i stand for and im truly scared that one of theses days the way games are heading ill ( Read more... )

Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god,
Your forked tongue prophecies,
carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
People like you should be crucified,
then maybe just maybe you would have an idea
Of what you are talking about.

"Your Horoscope For Today ( Read more... )

so yea im updating because i have the most difficult girl friend in the world love ya brit :). but anyway i hung out with brit and ali at the mall friday then pat came and got me cause we had work in the morning. so pat and i stop into mcdonalds to see erin. man i feel bad you walk in you look behind the counter all big black dudes and one very ( Read more... )