in exactly one week i will be 21. i am very excited even if it doesn't really mean a whole lot. i love my birthday. i love everything leading up to it. it's kind of like christmas. i get excited leading up to it and make all of these fantastic expectations and then it never lives up to what i want it to be. i usually end up crying in the end ( Read more... )

whenever its around finals time i tend to get the urge to just clean clean clean. today i decided to tackle my closet to try and make room for at least most of my stuff to come back into the house. what i found was a little hilarious, a little sad, and a serious flashback ( Read more... )

i can't believe its week 10! holy crap. i have 1 paper, 1 final, and 1 page left and i am done. finito. pau ( Read more... )

i was a little worried what it would be like living at home again, but so far, so good. granted it's only day 2, but there's also only 5 officialy days of school until i begin finals. being home has given me motivation to start working hard in school again becuase it reminds me daily of who i am getting this degree for. Yes, I'm getting it for ( Read more... )

well, all of my stuff is out of the apartment. my dad and i moved everything this morning and i left a check and a note on the coffee table. all i have left to do is pay my last month of rent and turn in my keys. it feels good to be home. i've even been motivated to actually do some work today. I've edited my paper and i might even start my ( Read more... )

christian and i have a lot of make or break weeks/weekends. this was one of them. it had tons of potential for disaster, primarily due to a lack of sleep and lots of family all weekend long ( Read more... )

so chris always tapes the OC for me and i watch it at some point over the weekend becuase i usually miss it on thursdays.

but fucking yahoo news decided to make the season finale twist a headliner. so now i know how it ends and now i know that i have no reason to watch the show ever again. fuck yahoo!

so yesterday i went to my first bridal shower. it was an interesting experience. i didn't feel like a fish out of water amongst pretty much the entire female half of his family. the only females missing were his two sister-in-laws. i won a $5 starbucks card during the easiest game ever where i just addressed my thank you card envelope and then ( Read more... )

today has been non-stop on the go since 6:30 this morning. i had breakfast with christian in fountain valley. registered for summer school at csulb. watched last week's OC. talked to darren on the phone. went to confession. shopped like mad ( Read more... )

i have been having the weirdest dreams lately. and they always randomly involve darren. like somehow we'll be hanging out and we're forced to do something together. and something bad always happens with christian. this last dream i had was more symbolic, but usually christian physically leaves me in my dreams. so here is my dream from last ( Read more... )