Missing an ex-boyfrien is normal and everyone goes through it.. but I really hate feeling this way. All I do is see things that remind me of him & remember the time we spend in Florida and every moment I was with him. It sucks. I thought I was over him... =(
Lately I've been having dreams about him and seeing little things that remind me of him. For example, I can not go a day without seeing the number 118. The date we started going out ((in 2002)) was January 18 which = 1/18/02 which = 118. It's either the price of something, the time, a random number I see at work.. it's everyfreakinwhere. =( And in the dreams, we're together. They're basically about him wanting me back and regretting ever breaking up with me. In the dreams I'm so happy.. then I wake up, overwhelmed with sadness because I realize it was only a dream, and that's all it's ever gonna be. blah.
Besides that, I'm ok. I miss you, too. I need to start updating more. Once I get my computer back I will be online all the time. My AOL screen name is Sgrkissez, which I go on everytime I'm at my sister's.. so if you wanna talk, feel free to IM me =)
Me + You = Hanging out very very sooooon! I promise <3
That's the thing.. the last time I talked to him/seen him was the day/night we graduated. I saw him at Wawa the night of graduation ((june 7)) and we exchanged hello's. So, it's not like he is currently in my life where I'd have a reason to be thinking about him, ya know? I don't know what it is.. I guess I just really miss him because he was a huge part of my life more than once. All I do know is this feeling sucks =( Thanks for commenting <333
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..it's not like we have any other choice =(
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Besides that, I'm ok. I miss you, too. I need to start updating more. Once I get my computer back I will be online all the time. My AOL screen name is Sgrkissez, which I go on everytime I'm at my sister's.. so if you wanna talk, feel free to IM me =)
Me + You = Hanging out very very sooooon! I promise <3
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Thanks for commenting <333
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