Not that i really should be, but i am. My best friends 40 million miles away, My other ones got a boyfriend, and Lex doesnt need anyone but her "husband"...I also fucked myself over in the boy department (a.k.a Phil)...But honestly, i was sick of the 3am drunken phone calls...I really liked him...alot, and now...im screwed. I accidently dialed his ( Read more... )

So its Sunday night, and im super bored, so lets see what i can make of this, K..so i pretty much was like..fuck Phil, and then he calls me last night and needs a ride, and i hop to go get him, and try beeping him again before i go out to my car, and he doesnt answer so i go back and go to bed, but see...i really do like him, when hes sober, and ( Read more... )

I think my biggest fear in life is waking up, 40 yrs old, not being married, and just being alone, Or even atleast getting that far, and being Divorced. I know its sorta retarded, but still, I mean, I obviously dont wanna be married now, like Lex, but someday...obv. Anyways..Im done with Phil, like honestly...whatever kind of relationship we had... ( Read more... )

Yay so i,m leaving for New York tomorrow and i couldnt be more excited...and also..nothings changed with Phil situation...havent talkin to him since the lil issue, i guess you could call it. WHATEVER...im over it, he can be a douche bag if he wants to. hmm..on another note, i went tanning with lex last night, and we wnet shopping and i had to carry ( Read more... )

So Saturday night, at 2:00 am i get a beep beep from Phil, he says come over to my brothers house (In Leominster) So, being ..i guess the retard that i am, i go over there, I get there...and Phil is drunk as hell, and about a half hour later, he passes out on the couch. So i go over to make sure hes still alive, and save him from his brother ( Read more... )

So basically, Ive been thinking..Everybodies going off to college...huuuge bummer, cuz im not. Oh well... So Jen left last Thursday...and there goes my life. I never actually realized just how much i depended on her being there to go out with. Its a bummer, like yeah i still got Rach, and Lex, and Racheal is amazing...But shes not into goin to the ( Read more... )

...Amazin...My Life in 17 syllables...

..Oh yeah..I totally met phil last night, and we had sex in the Kitchen Art Showroom...it was hott...lol...oh dear..

Ok..So..I don't even know where to start. Basically i was Reading Lex's Live Journal...The first thing that really erked me, is her saying "despite when Jen and Bree think i can be away Drew..and blah blah"..but, it pretty much seems like she can't. Cuz We ask her to come hang out with us all the time, and she always, already has to do something ( Read more... )

WOW..Thats alll I can say. So Jen and I went Hampton this weekend. We named our Room, and other things.."FERN GULLY"..yeah, our fridge was packed with alcohol, I stole weed from the fat kid with the studdering problem, while Jen was on the porch having Sex with Vinny, I rolled a blunt, ate sum pizza, got a lil more drunk, and Prolly made sum ( Read more... )

Hmm..So I'm working mucho hours..and finally goin on Vaca..haha i kno its been like...2 weeks of work..oooh well...Jen and I got a hotel room up in Hampton at The Moulton, which is right on the strip....soo its gonna be sweet..and Nates gonna hook us up with sum drinks, and were gonna have a big ol' party and everyones invited!..lol..or not,..but ( Read more... )