virgin's don't read
well as you might have guessed I've been off line for several months now... And now I'm back. Lots of shit when down with my old landlady (that was fun...not) and I still need to deal with some of it (I think she still has two of my netflix!) But the good news is that Justin and I have a wonderful new apartment that we absolutly love. Everything is good between us. I'm just having technical difficulties with myself and I'm worried he's thinking it's him.
If anyone reads this then feel free to comment if I'm not alone on this.... My sex life is not what I want it to be. And it's not because of Justin. I just have a crap labeeto (or however the fuck that's spelled) I guess I always have. I've always been had to please. And now I'm experimenting with sex (reading up on shit, trying new things and what not) and I've come to realize that I don't have any sexual fantasies. I think that's one of the problems. I just don't get horny very much. I mean...well, I've had really great sex (and do still) but not as often as I would like. I mean...There are times when I Want sex, it sounds fun at the moment and great and dandy, but when it comes down to it I'm just not in the mood which pisses me off because my mind wants it but my body doesn't I guess. I know this sounds really insane and I don't know why I'm writing this for you all to read but I guess it's that I just want some reasurrance that maybe I'm not alone. Or if I am maybe I know then that I should seek medical help or something.
I'm just ranting really and I'm sorry for anyone who is easiy offended by such things and that's why you had to make a choice to read it.
Peash
If anyone reads this then feel free to comment if I'm not alone on this.... My sex life is not what I want it to be. And it's not because of Justin. I just have a crap labeeto (or however the fuck that's spelled) I guess I always have. I've always been had to please. And now I'm experimenting with sex (reading up on shit, trying new things and what not) and I've come to realize that I don't have any sexual fantasies. I think that's one of the problems. I just don't get horny very much. I mean...well, I've had really great sex (and do still) but not as often as I would like. I mean...There are times when I Want sex, it sounds fun at the moment and great and dandy, but when it comes down to it I'm just not in the mood which pisses me off because my mind wants it but my body doesn't I guess. I know this sounds really insane and I don't know why I'm writing this for you all to read but I guess it's that I just want some reasurrance that maybe I'm not alone. Or if I am maybe I know then that I should seek medical help or something.
I'm just ranting really and I'm sorry for anyone who is easiy offended by such things and that's why you had to make a choice to read it.
Peash