I read her entries and I see whats happening to her, and it makes me feel awful. I love her SO much but it feels like lately she doesn't feel the same at all. Shes depressed and I realize but I DO know what shes going through. My lifes not better by much and even if its not at the same degree - its the same feeling. She doesn't belive me, she ( Read more... )

Okay, Zulma did one about me. Then I saw that Mariah did one about her. Well I LOVE ZULMA TO!!! So I'm going to prove it and do one about her. LoL. This is about what she means to me, how we met, and how without her i'd be SO in trouble ( Read more... )

Okay it was Rays b-day yesterday. Yes I sent him a message saying "Happy B-Day" I'm not a complete bitch! Hes also going back to CT tomorrow. family and all that. I think Chris is ignoring me. We talked and- well it was one of those conversation you just wanna go to your room, and cry for hours afterwords. Anyways the next day we talked again but ( Read more... )

Okay I havn't updated here in a while so here goes ( Read more... )

OKay we'll start from the biggining, I woke up. Now we're going to skip to the interesting part. I was coming home from school, totally talking to this major crush i have and I was SOO siked! So I forgot when the buses leave, so here i was talking to Charlie, J, and Cat taking my dear fucking time and the buses start to leave!!! So i SPRINT down to ( Read more... )

Hey welcome to my LJ. I've never had an online journal before so please be patient while I try to figure out what i'm doing. So nothing going on here at the moment, i'm hella pissed though. I can't say EXACTLY why since everyone will be able to read this, just that it all rays fault. Heres the event that got me pissed, that I can tell you about. I ( Read more... )