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From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
Hey.
Whatzup? How RU? Gonna get down tonight?
Sparkly Hearts,
Sugarcock.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Subject: *rolls eyes*
OMG You're such a fool. You just wanna get 2gether and fuck. Or phone sex, or email sex. You just like when I get you off now don't you sugarcock *smirk*
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Subject: Re: *rolls eyes*
U luv this fool, baby. What RU wearing now?
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Oh geeze, don't you know how to spell or are you already one hand typing? *grin* See, you should just hop into that pretty lil car of yours and come see what I'm wearing - or not - for yourself.
Don't you think you'd have a better time handling me and having me handle you then you handle yourself?
And yes. I do love you you fool
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Subject: The result of our great school system.
Remember that typing class? You could always call me. Then I wouldn't have to use my hands at all. Or, breaking me out of this jail cell called home sounds like a good idea.
I'm grounded, remember, baby? So, as much as I'd very much appreciate the idea of driving over there and having my way with you it's not gonna happen until my dad pulls off the pit bulls.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Yeah, we never made it to class. You were always too busy nailing me in the back of your car. Not that I'm minding or anything. I miss when we're not fucking, when you aren't around me....
UGH stupid meds making me all sentimental and shit. Fuck.
Guess I'm just gonna have to put a jacket over my bra and panties and show up at your window... *smirk* Bet you'd like that.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
You just want me for my body, Lil. Rock hard underbelly and all. Yeah, I miss you too. Going soft such a problem? Meds excepted from the conversation, I like you when you're sentimental.
And yeah, I'd like it. So where are you?
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
That's not true Logan Echolls and you know it. God this prozack makes me way too fucked up. More then I like.
Yes, you're a sentimental fool but that's one thing I love about you.
Going soft makes you weak, you know I don't like being weak. I'm Lilly Kane. Not supposed to be weak.
Only you see me...beneath everything.
I'm home dork. Dun went out with V so I'm home all alone.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
You're not weak, Lilly. You never will be. Not even if they inject all the drugs in the world into you.
Ha. Also, in where are you, I meant "Why are you not outside my window, throwing stones to get my attention."
They're going out a lot lately.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
I worry about that you know. There's a lot I worry about Logan. I get scared, not that I'll show it, but I do. So much going on, so much is fucked up.
I worry about fucking up everything good in my life and I know I'm going to fuck us up. I feel it and I hate it. It's like knowing there's going to be a car crash and unable to do anything about it but I don't know when it is and...
See, I am weak Logan. I am weak. Duncan's the strong one, always was. He's always the favored one. I'm just the rebel daughter...
Because I'm talking to you on email you dork.
Yes, they're attached at the hip. I wonder how long it is till they get married. With or without Mom's approval.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
You're not going to fuck us up. I mean, really, Lil. We're both pretty screwed when it comes to the cards that we're played, but the thing is at least we're screwed together. It's better than being alone. We're just gonna be... us, okay?
Besides, your brother, love him and all yeah, but he doesn't make things happen. He watches as they go by. Us? We start the events. At least we're doing something, right?
lol. Well, maybe you should stop just so I can see you.
Also, I just imagined you as a bridesmaid.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Yeah I am. We know I'm not the best girlfriend like ever. No matter how much you love me and deny it. Guess we are just fucked up together. We work I guess.
I know. I think I am really the spark in his ass sometimes or he'd just end up standing still.
Maybe. I miss you. We just should run off together and start new.
*rolls eyes*
Dear god. Do you really want to kill me baby? you just want to see me in some pretty dress so you can fuck me before they walk down the isle. *smirk*
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Well, we're not boring. That's something.
Thank god that we beautiful wild people exist. What would the world do without us?
Miss you too. Also, finally, an idea I can get behind. Yeah, needless to say, that I'm not so pleased with my dad right now. Trina was spoiled and she left anyway.
I can't help it if you look so fuckable in anything you wear, or don't wear.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
We make the world sparkle. *grins*
The world would be boring.
Good, pack up and let's go. Fuck it, let's get out of this cookie cutter life. I'm tired of it Logan. All the premears and ribbon cuttings. It's boring and dull. I'm drowning here baby.
Trina wouldn't know anything if it came and bit her in the ass.
You just like seeing me dressed up somewhere public with your come between my thighs.
Didn't say I minded either....
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
What's that line that I've heard "Live fast, die hard"? Or some shit. Yeah, it's probably us. But it's living right, that's all that really matters. We don't waste things.
I have you. I have a shirt on my back. What else do I really need?
We'll she's got our father's genes. Obviously. She did, however, notice that acting bug biting her in the ass.
See, now, you're just turning me on.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
That is us. Live life, don't just watch it.
Your car and me. That's all we need. And maybe to sneak some money out of the accounts to live on for a bit. All I need or want is you Logan, I know I don't always show it an dI'm not the best girlfriend in the world but I do love you. More then anything.
Yeah well as far as I know your father only did one thing right. Everything else was just wrong and a waste.
*smirks*
I have to try now? C'mon, you know you'd love that. hehe, maybe one day I'll let you come in my ass again like that one time when we were high... That's only if you're a good boy and are very bad...
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
*sarcastic* How will we ever find enough money to support ourselves? You know, I keep thinking about weakness and stuff, Lil. The way I see it? We'd be weak if we didn't break out of this. I'm sick of feeling like my life is some consistantly screwed over Fox TV where I get canned every week.
As far as my father's concerned, I'm the only mistake he's ever made.
And you know you don't even have to try. Just find a way here, okay, Lil? I love you.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Then let's go baby. Just pick up and go. I don't care. I....oh fuck it. I just want to be with you. I'm tired of the lies and the cheating and the struggling to be better than Duncan and Veronica. Just want you in my life. All I really want. I'm a selfish girl.
Well I'm sorry but your dad doesn't count. You're not a mistake. You're not a mistake to me, doesn't that count for anything?
I'll get to you baby, waiting for the units to pass out so I can go. One guilty pleasure I have is waking up with you. I hate we can't.
When the fuck did I get so love sick... or optimistic.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
I like you when you're selfish too. Besides, it's sort of useless trying to be better than Duncan or V. Everyone else has already decided that they're better, even if they're not. Sure they'll give your parents all the dreams. Wedding, grandchildren and perfect careers. Images that they just want to possess. But what does all that shit matter anyway? Do you think they'll actually be happy frozen in something like that?
And yeah, it counts, Lil. It's probably the only thing that does.
Hopefully, mine'll pass out too. My dad's downstairs living in the thrill of his next 20 mill feature. I think it's a sequel or something. Crap. Made for all the women in the world that like ogling his bare stomach.
Love is a sickness. It spreads. :)
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Good, they can go and give my parents their dreams and I'm going to give myself mine. Sappy or not, it's you. You're the only one who gets me. You're the only one that I want to get me.
I'm glad. I hate when you're miserable. You know if I could have I would have killed that bastard long ago for hurting you. God I hate being helpless.
It's all crap. I'm so tired and over all the stupid fame shit with him. You're my superstar.
Yes, I know. I've never been the sappy kind and you know it. You love this shit aren't you.
Good, get the desease. lol.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Be still, my heart. You're not going to start spouting poetry now, are you? Unless I really have to start doing that for you. Not like the sap or gush isn't good sometimes. I have to say that I kinda like it - but, yeah, seriously for a moment (I know, that almost never happens) I'm glad to be that guy, you know. The one with the utterly fabulous Lilly Kane. Not just the one on the arm, but the one who's there. Sees that you're just as fab and sparkly on the inside even when you don't feel that way.
Yeah, I know. Probably might do the world some good to rid themselves of Aaron Echolls. I'll settle for just getting the fuck out of his life.
I'm pretty sure I stated earlier that I definitely enjoy the rare sappy from you.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Mark this moment. I think I don't have anything to say to that except <3 you.
Let's run away, go anywhere. I don't care. Mexico isn't going to cut it, let's go get lost in NY or something.
Yes I know you do baby. It's unsettling for me. I don't do sappy. Then again I never thought we'd be dating. Guess things change huh.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
New York is intriging me. However, I think I'd be forced to start singing Frank Sinatra the moment I set foot in the city. East coast... anything sounds good. Hell, Canada is tempting. Hockey? Who could deny a country like that?
See, we wouldn't be dating if I wasn't so persistant. I know what I want and I go for it. I'm pretty sure that you know that feeling, Lilly.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Good, anywhere east. Let's go. If we tried to go into Canada the border'll know and then so will our parents. Don't need that shit.
We would. But I love that you're persistant. On you it's a turn-on. But I hate your jealous streak. But then again it's something I'm learnig to ignore.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
See, that's why if we cross any borders it should be to good ol' meh-e-co. Tijuana and all the things you could possibly want at fingertips.
Yeah, well, I hate when you blatantly flirt with other guys just to make me jealous, but we all have to deal, don't we?
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
I'm bored of going to Tj. Need somewhere new. NY, we can get our hands on anything there too sweetie.
There's only one reason I do that baby, think and you'll know why *grin*
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
You just want shot glasses from other places. There's plenty of places to go. It'd be nice to not be at all in America too. I mean some of these states have events with Garlic Queens in them. Personally, I'd pass.
Three words, baby: Hot. Make-up. Sex.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Yes we know you would pass. How about we go to NY and then go from there. We can always head somewhere after. Maybe an island or something.
Oh yes. *grin* I'm itching to start a fight with you just for that. Love it when you bruise me just right
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
An Island? Just as long as we can get fruity drinks with umbrellas in them. Could always head to Hawaii or something. Plus, it's warmer than NY. We don't need that crowd, do we?
Just make sure you have sharp nails before you start a fight. I like that.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
ohhh that works. You just want to see me in barely anything. Like a two piece. Top optional ;)
*smirk* Always baby. Always. I love when we get rough. Maybe because we know it's not from hurt in the end. Or something. I'm so waxing poetic it seems tonight.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Shoes are two pieces.
Nope. All just because we love each other just too damn much.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Well if I put my hair in braids then I guess my hair ties count as two piece... *grin*
Exactly. Love you more then anything. Even if I suck at showing it.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
See, that's my girl. You show me you love me in other ways, Lil. I do get it. Not like we have the greatest examples to work from.
Your parents asleep yet?
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
This is true. We know it and I guess that's enough. no matter what stupid shit I do you are number one in my life.
Yeah. They're heading in now. Still want me to come over?
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
I know.
Mom just passed out from all the shit pills she takes. Dad was gone about a half hour ago. Also, I'm not wearing a shirt. Does that sweeten the pot? ;)
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Good. I'm glad. You better know fucker.
See, that's disapointing. you have clothes on. tisktisk
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
My socks are off now, and my feet are quickly getting cold.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Cold isn't good. We can't have you getting cold. I might have to show up in your pool naked.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
So, the plan is that I save us both from pneumonia?
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
That's part of the plan.
The main part is fuck me into oblivion
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
That's implied. I'll meet you in the pool house, Lil.
Without socks.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
*purr* good boy.
Fuck the condoms. I feel dangerous tonight. Plus I know I'm gonna end up bleeding soon, my tits hurt.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Yay. No latex.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
You just like living dangerous.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
And being inside of you. Are you wet yet?
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
mmm yes, always a plus. not to mention the fact of feeling you come inside me...
I was since you told me to come over....hours ago.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Well, we'll just have to do something about that.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Please do. Don't make me beg either.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Really? Cause I was just planning to nail you the moment I saw you.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
Good. I like those plans.
To: lil.kane@gmail.com
From: echolls.logan@gmail.com
Good. See you there.
To: echolls.logan@gmail.com
From: lil.kane@gmail.com
I'm already naked and out the door.