Sorry I Am [licenseartistic]
Title: Sorry I Am
Prompt: #2: Rebellion
Character: Lilly Kane
Fandom: Veronica Mars
Word count: 403
Rating: PG-13ish
Warnings: Season 1 spoilers
Disclaimer: Don’t own, Rob does it better
Veronica -
Knowing me the possibility that we’re in our eighty’s and I’m showing you this in the nursing home - most likely the one that Celeste is currently kissing everyone’s ass to get money for - is really fricken unlikely.
But even a girl like me can still have some hope.
Why I’m really writing this to you and knowing that I’m not going to ever send it is beyond me. But knowing you and our friendship you should always worry and prepare for the worst because here in Neptune the worst is the least of your problems. It’s all the fuckers that get away with it that you have to worry about.
I’ve been doing something really fucking stupid lately. We know me and we know how I think, I’m a reckless one and nobody’s gonna change that. You know that, you tried for two years before you finally gave up; which earned you many points in Logan’s book; not like he’d tell you.
Well, I’ll just come out and say it. I, Lillian Kane am fucking Aaron Echolls… This is where I’d pause for dramatic effect where you do that wide fish-eyed thing you do and look at me and you’d most likely go ‘Lilly! But what about Logan?!’.
See, I know you.
Again, it’s stupid but c’mon, he’s this once was amazing actor and he used to be hot - Logan got all the looks damnit - he’s rich and powerful and…Oh who the hell knows exactly why it happened or was happening but it did and it’s fun and as I write this I think - no, make that I know - that it’s over.
Fucking a cheerleader and drunkenly talking about it to your buddy’s over a poker game is fun but video taping it? Seriously no. Whatever, I have them now and I haven’t looked them over or anything but I think I have all of them.
The tapes are buried in the vent, further back than this letter. I thought about taping it to the bottom of the desk but I figured I better keep my hiding spots the same.
I have a bad feeling about this V, I don’t know why but I do. Let’s hope that for once and only once that I’m wrong and you - or Logan - never see this. If it does…
Love me because I’m fabulous; don’t hate me because I made a stupid choice.
- Lilly
Prompt: #2: Rebellion
Character: Lilly Kane
Fandom: Veronica Mars
Word count: 403
Rating: PG-13ish
Warnings: Season 1 spoilers
Disclaimer: Don’t own, Rob does it better
Veronica -
Knowing me the possibility that we’re in our eighty’s and I’m showing you this in the nursing home - most likely the one that Celeste is currently kissing everyone’s ass to get money for - is really fricken unlikely.
But even a girl like me can still have some hope.
Why I’m really writing this to you and knowing that I’m not going to ever send it is beyond me. But knowing you and our friendship you should always worry and prepare for the worst because here in Neptune the worst is the least of your problems. It’s all the fuckers that get away with it that you have to worry about.
I’ve been doing something really fucking stupid lately. We know me and we know how I think, I’m a reckless one and nobody’s gonna change that. You know that, you tried for two years before you finally gave up; which earned you many points in Logan’s book; not like he’d tell you.
Well, I’ll just come out and say it. I, Lillian Kane am fucking Aaron Echolls… This is where I’d pause for dramatic effect where you do that wide fish-eyed thing you do and look at me and you’d most likely go ‘Lilly! But what about Logan?!’.
See, I know you.
Again, it’s stupid but c’mon, he’s this once was amazing actor and he used to be hot - Logan got all the looks damnit - he’s rich and powerful and…Oh who the hell knows exactly why it happened or was happening but it did and it’s fun and as I write this I think - no, make that I know - that it’s over.
Fucking a cheerleader and drunkenly talking about it to your buddy’s over a poker game is fun but video taping it? Seriously no. Whatever, I have them now and I haven’t looked them over or anything but I think I have all of them.
The tapes are buried in the vent, further back than this letter. I thought about taping it to the bottom of the desk but I figured I better keep my hiding spots the same.
I have a bad feeling about this V, I don’t know why but I do. Let’s hope that for once and only once that I’m wrong and you - or Logan - never see this. If it does…
Love me because I’m fabulous; don’t hate me because I made a stupid choice.
- Lilly