This is crazy, you're just wasting everybodys time. Get your head out of the clouds, cause this will
The following is another artist that I really enjoy. I like his style, and his voice, and the way he writes songs and portrays his covers.
So, it's Monday. We leave on Friday! I'm excited. Get to see Mary, get to be with James, get to start my life, just plain excited.
I've been having dreams about babies again... and I think it just boils down to me wanting to be a daddy. Someday I will be. I have to be. It's so weird that I can fall in love with a child in my dream that doesn't exist.
I've been getting judged lately by alot of fuckin' people. Alot of them people that don't even have the right to judge me. Alot of them have been in the same spot/worse that I have been in for the last year. Unemployed and trying to figure things out. Well fuck um. lol I don't have time to prove anything to anyone. I don't want to, and I don't need to. The only people in this world that I really have to prove anything to at this point, is my dad; and the way I prove what I'm trying to prove to him, is by completely cutting him off fo communication to him. Fuck'em. I survived well enough for the first 6 years of my life that he wasn't around, and the rest of my life where he was barely around. I'm sure I'll be okay, lmfao. The fact that he thinks he can just ride off the shit that he said (Oh, the things he said about me.) is completely bullshit. You don't say crap like what he said about people you like and believe in, or are trying to support. I got over the fact that he left me as a child, the fact that until the age of 7 I never saw him but MAYBE for 2 hours every 2 months. I got over the fact that he's a power freak, ridiculously egotistical, hypocritical, judgemental, and an all around asshole, but now I don't have to. He doesn't even know when I'm leaving, or my Cell Number. And I told the people with it not to tell him, because I don't fuckin' wanna hear his voice.
So, I swear alot. Especially the word "Fuckin'". But, meh. I'm over it.
I watched Serendipity a couple times this week. It reminds me of everything I believe in, my personal roots. Makes me more aware of the things going on around me, as well.
Yeap. That's it. Lata.
Click to viewSo, it's Monday. We leave on Friday! I'm excited. Get to see Mary, get to be with James, get to start my life, just plain excited.
I've been having dreams about babies again... and I think it just boils down to me wanting to be a daddy. Someday I will be. I have to be. It's so weird that I can fall in love with a child in my dream that doesn't exist.
I've been getting judged lately by alot of fuckin' people. Alot of them people that don't even have the right to judge me. Alot of them have been in the same spot/worse that I have been in for the last year. Unemployed and trying to figure things out. Well fuck um. lol I don't have time to prove anything to anyone. I don't want to, and I don't need to. The only people in this world that I really have to prove anything to at this point, is my dad; and the way I prove what I'm trying to prove to him, is by completely cutting him off fo communication to him. Fuck'em. I survived well enough for the first 6 years of my life that he wasn't around, and the rest of my life where he was barely around. I'm sure I'll be okay, lmfao. The fact that he thinks he can just ride off the shit that he said (Oh, the things he said about me.) is completely bullshit. You don't say crap like what he said about people you like and believe in, or are trying to support. I got over the fact that he left me as a child, the fact that until the age of 7 I never saw him but MAYBE for 2 hours every 2 months. I got over the fact that he's a power freak, ridiculously egotistical, hypocritical, judgemental, and an all around asshole, but now I don't have to. He doesn't even know when I'm leaving, or my Cell Number. And I told the people with it not to tell him, because I don't fuckin' wanna hear his voice.
So, I swear alot. Especially the word "Fuckin'". But, meh. I'm over it.
I watched Serendipity a couple times this week. It reminds me of everything I believe in, my personal roots. Makes me more aware of the things going on around me, as well.
Yeap. That's it. Lata.