The weight of my words

Mar 16, 2005 16:36

I feel heavy. I dont think that i can take going to school anymore, and i feel way to much pressure with everything. MY life is repetitive. help me. I have talked about this with other people, and it seems like everyone feels the same way. What is the deal? why am i so emotional lately ( Read more... )

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ricelover March 17 2005, 00:49:29 UTC
we all are dreaming of the future - it's what gives us motivation. if we didn't dream of the future, we sould have no will to actually do anything.

school does get repetitive and boring, and appears to drag on day in and day out - but that is probably because we see the same faces, same teachers, and go to the same classes day after day, and see the same school with its same rooms and halls over and over again. any place that you see too often will get repetitive. college may provide variation, which is nice.

Kevin Young

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bombdotcom007 March 17 2005, 00:57:24 UTC
Jorie, I am very sorry that you feel "buried in chaos" School is a meaningless abyss of inaplicable learning right now, and I can connect with that! I truly hope you find spontaneity and excitement in Hawaii, I love you and I have the feeling that it will be just the trip you need to revitalize your life!
These pictures made me laugh...alot! hehe... junior year *sigh*
http://photobucket.com/albums/y45/bombdotcom007/dances%20last%20year/

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petty757 March 17 2005, 01:02:58 UTC
hey jorie... funny moment. That one day we coreographed MGM and you walked like 20 miles that day in the cold. then marta picked you up and when you got to collenes we all thought u were like drunk. Well good times.. ok awkward silence... im gonna go. wow i love to do "..."

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grrginagrr March 17 2005, 03:15:18 UTC
Oh girl, you know I love you. I don't need to repeat myself because...then I would only be adding to your repetative life. But..I DO! I'm so excited for Hawaii. And everything. Daydreaming about the future isn't necessarily bad but...just try to stay in the moment. Otherwise you might regret things. I shouldn't talk because all I do is daydream about living somewhere else and about being out of highschool and I still have an entire year to go. Ok, I'm rambling. But, you rock. And you'll make it and you're life will be beautiful.

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moosche622 March 17 2005, 03:42:06 UTC
cheer up jorie, maybe hawaii will shake things up to a happier note, at least for a little while. wow, its amazing to think about what a pivitol moment in our lives we will soon be at. The two of us have survived the first 12 years and 7 months of school together...i think we can handle the last three months.

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