So today I am updating in leiu of the many many friends I haven't seen in ages. The ones who I was so close to I could barely breathe. The ones who would voluntarily let me playfully violate in the hallways. Those who where a simple "hello" or "you smell" was sufficient enough. Those who were comfortable enough to join me in mascarading down the ( Read more... )

Life's a bitch and then you die
why its fucked up I don't know why
wounds won't heal and I can't try
leave me be and let me cry

So who's getting braces?? That's right, I am! In tee minus one hour. I am a little nervous, because I am the most insecure person you'll ever meet and my confidence will surely be shattered at all of the social scenes, but come next year, I will be smiling ( Read more... )

SO I haven't really updated in a while and I am going to sort of go thru the motions right now rather than completely update ( Read more... )

So life could be going a lot better than it is. The one thing that I'm somewhat looking forward to is my new job; A receptionist at Master Craft Carpet. I don't really feel like typing anything else, because I may start crying and I am in computer class. This is just something I came up with... Hopefully I will put music to it soon ( Read more... )

How come God loves to screw with my head?! Just when my life is getting romantic I wake up realizing that my Prince Charming is 38 hours and 2392 miles away ( Read more... )

I haven't been so happy in such a long time ( Read more... )

Why is life such a never dissapointing carrier of monstrosity ( Read more... )