in bed
with cold chills
102.4 fever
migraine
and sore throat
is where i have been the last 2 days.

but it's ok
because the doctor didnt say i was dying
he didnt say it was an incurable disease
actually
he didnt say anything at all
good job doc

but i'm feeling much better
and i'm alive
so that is good

well the steelers lost. thats enough to make me mad for about 5 minutes. still dislike the patriots though. boo..i really wanted the steelers to win. anyways, last night was my first drum lesson! jerrod and i hung for a couple hours and he taught me a few beats on the drum set. he said he was very impressed and had never seen anyone learn ( Read more... )

everyone went to memphis tonight for the benefit concert. it was a good time. robert and i got lost for a while..showed up an hour late, but oh well..no biggie. i'm pretty sure i become all analytical when i am watching musicians perform. i think to myself..man, i wish i had the talent and guts to just perform in front of people all the time. ( Read more... )

and like a lonely lover by the ocean

i'll be waiting forever..

so i'm back in tennessee.. being back in tennessee means very many things. for one, i am independent once more. well, with the exception that my parents are pretty much supported me with my car and cell. two, class work has become a responsibility once again. Belgium friends are back..which means juggling my old life without them..to a life ( Read more... )

well..i'm 21. do i feel different? actually for the first birthday in my life, i do feel a lil different. aside from the fact i wont get stupid x's put on my hand when i go out to concerts and what not..its liberating to know i'm officially an adult. ok fine i still rely on my parents for pretty much everything..but i've become as independent ( Read more... )

on january 8.....

i turn.....

21!!!!!!

there comes a time when i realize the things that annoy me..continue to annoy me just 4 days into a new year. now one would think..hey if it annoys u..do somethin about it.. right? but i dont. instead, i run circles in my head wondering why i am the way that i am and contemplate on lifes little unfortunates. it always seems to be the same story ( Read more... )

ah so much to update! all in due time.. all in due time.. :)

here's to the friends i have made, and the ones who don't matter..

with a full belly, cold weather, and unwrapped gifts under the tree..the after christmas feeling is here. actually, the real christmas feeling never existed for me this year. i just never got in the "holiday spirit" this month for some reason. hearing the same christmas songs on every single radio station really didnt put me in the mood, nor did ( Read more... )