There goes my life. I'm watching it fly right past me, and I couldn't be more ecstatic. I don't want to stop and watch the roses this time around. I don't want to enjoy every moment of this year at all. I just want it to go by so fast that once it finally hits me the universe will cosmically open up and show me the right path I'm supposed to take ( Read more... )

Life is a trip in itself.

.."The greatest defeat in anything is to forget, and above all to forget what it is that has smashed you, and let yourself be smashed without realising how thoroughly devilish man can be. When our time is up, we people musn't bear malice, but neither must we forget: we must tell the whole thing, without altering one single word -- everything that ( Read more... )

I'm over getting fucked up.

I haven't felt this low in a while. It could be because it's suicide monday, it could also be because I haven't taken my medication for a while, but regardless, I feel the way I feel. I feel stupid for what happened, or should I say what didn't happen. Knowing exactly what I did wrong and exactly how he worded it, makes me feel unwanted. I'm not ( Read more... )

i am fucking sick of feeling like a fucking outsider with people who are supposed to be my so-called friends. I'm sick of feeling like I'm not liked where I am. Like I should be somewhere else, yet no where at the same time. I am literally stuck in between two places. I am no where. I kind of just drift between people and I never feel solid. Or ( Read more... )

So we got a new puppy at my house. He is a boston terrier puppy, nine weeks old. Apparently last night he got ahold of a geranium and started chewing on it. My mom didn't think anything about it until this morning when he started throwing up a lot. It was really weird to wake up to when I had just been having the worst dream of my life. I was ( Read more... )

Apparently a strain of herpes. Also a way of the body showing stress. I'm sick as a mother fucker. That rash I accquired at Hilary's on Thursday? Yeah, that was shingles. I'm guessing it wasn't a good idea to have danced with both Lucy and Molly that night ( Read more... )

straight up, i dont like relationships.

This summer so far has been amazing and random as fuck and I love it. But I'm scared ( Read more... )