these past few days have been rough for me. it all of a sudden hit me that i can't afford to go to smu anymore. i will be so far in debt. i must get scholarships or i must transfer. i don't know what will happen but all i know is i don't want to go. i love smu. i love my friends so much. i can't imagine leaving them. i don't even want to think ( Read more... )

I miss Texas. I start my job on Friday, back to the same old stuff. Sitting around my house sucks, but I love being back here. I went for a drive today, it was great to drive on dirt roads and feel like I'm in the middle on nowhere. It is a feeling I didn't know I missed. I want to make a video or take pictures so people can see what I see in ( Read more... )

Back home. I didn't get to say bye to big jessica, *tear* Soon it will be July 9th. Trying to unpack sucks, I have way to much stuff. I got a job today. I walked in to buy a mother's day gift and walked out with a job. I have no voice. I think that's all. I keep writing sentences. I make them start with "I." I'm done.

*disclaimer* this is not entirely based on tonight’s discussion, I’ve been thinking about this for a long time, but it did spark something in me ( Read more... )

Running in the rain at 2:45 in the morning
Finding puddles deep enought to swim in
The sound of rain and thunder to fall asleep to
Things feel right tonight

art was bad today
but party was good tonight
kite flying plans for tomorrow

"I backed my car into a cop car the other day
Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok
I ran my mouth off a bit too much, Oh what did I say
Well you just laughed it off it was all ok

And we'll all float on ok."
*Float On-Modest Mouse*

sitting out under the stars until 2 am
beautiful spring wind
was the perfect way end to my weekend
This weekend was strange, I'm not as happy as I want to be so I end up faking (which I'm not very good at). Then I get angry for no reason. I'm sorry.

I'm fine. *huge sigh*

Today I got my hair colored and cut. It looks crazy, but I LOVE it. I have blue hair, Something that I've wanted since I was little. change is good.

hello. I ran out of words, hopefully i will get some soon.

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