DN Fanmix: MelloxNear: (Love To Be) Annoyed By You
warning: bl intended. minor spoilers?
Dedicated to all MelloxNear fans!
Disclaimer: The following songs are only for preview purpose. RIAA indicates that all music download must be removed from your computer within twenty-four (24) hours of previewing them.
I am in the midst of writing a Mello and Near fiction and I have been listening to all these songs which I think really pertains to the both of them. This is a pretty fluffy fan mix and then some angst.
And this is random but personally, I don't think Mello ever truly hated Near (i don't trust DN13). If I remembered correctly, Mello only mentioned something along the line of "We don't get along." There is a difference between 'hate' and 'don't get along'. It's not necessary hate. It's more like annoyance. Anyway, I'm rambling...
Enjoy the fan mix! :) (I welcome suggestions!)
note: don't mind the screwed-up coloring for the cover. i was playing around with the layering and all.
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(Love To Be) Annoyed By You
http://rapidshare.com/files/214676924/MelloxNear_FST_-__Love_To_Be__Annoyed_By_You.rar
excluding song 8, please refer to bottom
Track list
01 - Tears for Fears - Everybody Wants to Rule the World
02 - Sarah Mclachlan - I Will Remember You
03 - Frente! - Bizarre Love Triangle
04 - Coldplay - The Scientist
05 - Linkin Park - In the End
06 - Julie Doiron - Love to Annoy
07 - Snow Patrol - Chocolate
08 - Gaucho - Beautiful Eyesore
Everybody Wants to Rule the World
[Tears for Fears]
There's a room where the light won't find you
Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down
When they do I'll be right behind you
So glad we've almost made it
So sad they had to fade it
Everybody wants to rule the world
(notes: Even though Mello mentioned that he had no intention in joining hands with Near to track down Kira, along the way and in the end, he still did. Subtly, the Mello way.)
I Will Remember You
[Sarah McLachlan]
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
Bizarre Love Triangle
[Frente]
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
(notes: For me, this is what Near would be thinking about Mello.)
The Scientist
[Coldplay]
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
(notes: This is what I imagined, the turmoil going inside Mello's mind when he decided to leave Wammy's House.)
In The End
[Linkin' Park]
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
(notes: On the surface, it was all competition for Mello. But one of the most important part was that he trusted Near.)
Love to Annoy
[Julie Doiron]
I love to be annoyed by you
No one else can annoy me like you
I love to be held only by you
No one else can hold me like you do
And I wonder why I was so lucky
To find someone nothing like me
Still understanding every part of me
I can imagine us any differently
(notes: Mello's 'annoyed by Near' theme song! Yes!)
Chocolate
[Snow Petrol]
This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time.
(notes: A few years down the road, Near still miss Mello. He kinda feel sorry for his death but at the same time enjoyed the victory. Sometimes Near could be more messed up than Mello.)
Beautiful Eyesore
[Gaucho]
http://www.imeem.com/piodeepogi/music/-hFM566X/gaucho_beautiful_eyesore/
You are the noise in the night
A butterfly in flight
A solitary fatal sting
The sunrise in the morning
Pain in my ass,
The dew on the grass,
Cake on the kitchen floor,
You're my beautiful eyesore...
(notes: Guess who's the eyesore in Mello's eyes? And I could not find the mp3 file for this song, hence the imeem link.)