The fall of a leaf

[kaotiqua]

I realize almost startledly, that mourning Fizgig's passing is a much deeper process than I'd expected or realized. Pagany, mystical folks might have called her my "Familiar", though y'all know I'm not crazy for the stereotypical witchy terminologies. I know that I had more devotion, commitment, and love for her than I've ever felt for a friend, a

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[ashi_the_artist]

Familiar or muse, a rose by any other name... a connection that spans beyond time and space, beyond mere "logical" understanding. Anam Cara, the "Soul Friend" of Celtic lore, the piece of the soul that split away eons ago, then found the other part once again... like ice on the ocean, slides away and then returns again. All part of the same glacier, in some time long ago.

I understand your feelings, and the confusion of loss. Finding that nearly imperceptible thread, that connection to your loved one; feeling it still attached, and knowing that their soul is traveling yet still connected, sometimes is our only solace.

In the expanse of the Universe, the distance between souls is like the distance between drops of water in the ocean. Thinking we are separate only leads us astray.

I don't know why I've even chosen to speak up... except to tell you I feel that I understand; somewhere deep in my soul, I know what you are saying.

[kaotiqua]

Thank you.

(The cynical side of me was wincing, waiting for a flood of cyber-pity, which I loathe, however heartfelt and well-intended it might be... a card with a cute kitten on it right now, or any reference to hugz would likely drive me to a homicidal rampage. Thank you for not being that, too.)

[ashi_the_artist]

You're welcome. I didn't feel like you were looking for pity, I only wanted to express that I understood your feelings and your connection. I'm glad that we communicated that well.

[kaotiqua]

*smiles*
Strange, Ashi- but for as little as we communicate, we always seem to do it remarkably well. I'm very glad you found me. Your presence here has always been most welcomed.