Well things are officially over between me and Lindsay. I told her she was a great girlfriend but she wasn't the right girl for me. She seemed shocked, which made me feel kinda bad. It might be awkward around work for a while, but I'm going to act normal, be nice to her, but I'm not going to act interested.

For the second time in my life I'm starting off a journal with the knowledge that this very instant I'm being cheated on. Well if not this very instant, then this weekend I was. Also for the second time, I'm not letting it bother me. Lindsay went up to go spend the weekend with her ex-boyfriend and apparently called her best friend friday night ( Read more... )

OK so if you know anything about me, then you know I'm a libertarian. Or if you didn't know, you do now. Anyway, I subscribe to the liberator online, kind of a newspaper fo libertarians. I saw this article in the latest one and it infuriates me even more to think about the fucking Bush administration...

Senate Ponders Police-State ( Read more... )

Can't go to one restaurant because I don't like the food, but the other one I want to go to isn't serving. Fast and wait for the second to serve, or take the food I don't like.

I feel like talking sports ( Read more... )

I'm so sick right now. It took all the effort I could muster just to get up off the couch downstairs, walk across the house, up the stairs and sit down at this computer. When fighting illness my body takes all of the energy from the whole body and devotes it to the immune system. That means I have a shorter recovery time, but during the short ( Read more... )

My sister got me a card with this on it:

Why study?

The more I study
The more I know

The more I know
The more I forget

The more I forget
The less I know

So why study?

The girl I want I can't have, and the girl I don't want I can't get away from. Sure I can up and say "sorry I just want to be friends" but I'd break her heart. She broke up her relationship with another guy to be with me. I'd be a scumbag to turn around and dump her. I'm going to treat her as best I can, as if she was the girl I really wanted. I ( Read more... )

I've gone and gotten myself into a wonderful situation. Yesterday I spent time with Lindsay (the girl from work) and we ended up having sex.... first let me back up. She apparently she was in a long-distance relationship with another guy, and I basically told her that if she wanted to have anything with me she would have to break it off with him ( ( Read more... )

So I guess I have to talk about my date right? We went to The Exchange. That's a great place to go for first dates because you can tell a whole lot about a person. Is she so feminine that she won't allow me to pay? Is she a vegitarian? Is she a type of girl to go for the cheapest thing for fear of offending me, or is she the type of girl to go for ( Read more... )