It's Darsa's birthday! Happy Birthday Darsa!!

I have your b-day gifts but not your christmas yet, so I'm not sure if I want to wait and give them to you all together or what. lol. I dont know. I'll figure it out today.

*hugs* luv you!

i drove mias car last night, while bringing her and mike home, i powerslid going around a corner. it was scary but everything was fine. Mike was so freaked out, hes like "Baby we could have died." lol. but the point is we didnt ( Read more... )

I nearly destroyed mike yesterday ( Read more... )

So We partied at the CAC last night. It was Sam and Karyn's christmas party in Sam's apartment. Kelso, Pat, me and Mia went. Kelso changed clothes in my bathroom lol cuz we all were dressed quite nicely. Nadia showed up with her friend jayme. We ate fondu and mike made a noble attempt to remain sober until "his girl" had to leave. lol. he did ( Read more... )

So Mia calls me looking for pt. Weird story, her gram said he called from my number. o.O So I only got home at 330 and hadnt seen anyone, so that was weird, so i say "hes prolly with mike. call mikes." as soon as i hang up the phone, it rings. its mike. hes like "is mia there?" and im like no she just called me for pat and will be calling you ( Read more... )

      fashion is lovebrought to you by the isLove GeneratorStress=not good. I flipped out on Mike yesterday when he was trying to do something nice. He was going to stop down to see me for a little bit since i was disallowed to drive anywhere but i found out he was going to mcla afterward and i call and say "dont even bother showing up at my house ( Read more... )

it doesnt hurt like i imagined it would. instead i just feel numb. i guess its that the feeling surpasses the threshold of pain and numbness is the only response my body can generate. when pt said it, he said "you have no idea how hard this is for me to tell you." and i didn't cry. i think i laughed instead. i changed the subject quickly. Mia and ( Read more... )

so yeah, i got to see mike yesterday. I get to his house and he opens the door and tries to kiss me but i walk by and sit on the other couch. Then after whining for a while, he gets me to sit on the couch with him. He kept apologizing and everything but then he said "i thought we were more mature than that to have to call everyday." I just look at ( Read more... )

he called yesterday. he told me he'd call me again before 10 and we could do something. he never called back. i dont know what to do. i dont know whats wrong. i dont know if hes okay. i dont even know if im okay. school, this, home, etc...i think i'm just breaking down, like going crazy lol. i dont know what to do anymore. everything just fucking ( Read more... )

but then he didn't even call yesterday ( Read more... )