Blaw dont read unless you want to feel my pain

[kar_nemmie]

I have come to a very hard place in my life right now where I feel like life is not worth living. I fight and struggle every day with myself over what to do and why I am here. what is the point? where am I going in life? what have I done? to put it very shortly brought a kid into this world and take a life from this world. do the equal each other

Comments

*Hugs ya*

[vindonnus]

No two things are equal because no two things can be the same thing. However, you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself, that won't help anything, rather, you should do the best that you can.

Also, I miss seein' you 'round and I miss your hugs. You should come into town some time for a meetup. Some socializing would likely help. }:=8}

Re: *Hugs ya*

[kar_nemmie]

when is the next meet down your way I will try miss you to man

Good question.

[vindonnus]

Well, I have beer tastings every Friday that you're welcome to attend... and there are meets up in Louisville, but the next one of those is this weekend when I'm going Christmas tree hunting with my family. *Nods*

[alaskawolf]

hugs from up north

[kar_nemmie]

thanks

[guitar_stitch]

I don't know what to say that would be of any help. I guess I look at life as a limited time opportunity. You can reflect on all the bad that has happened, all the horrors you have witnessed, and all your short comings, relegating yourself to perpetually live in the past. Or, you can 'get over it' and make the best of what you currently have, then strive for what you don't. What is the point? Your own satisfaction, whether it's through personal gain or through helping to make the world a better place.

You're always welcome to message me. You haven't done so in a long time, but you can whenever you want.

[kar_nemmie]

I really think it was a combo of the new meds and the shit they used to knock me out at the hostipal to do the lower gi. I am starting to feel much better now that some time has passed more like my old self again. thanks for the kind words and very truthful words. heck man I never know when its a good time to im you worried about getting you in the middle of something and bugging the crap out of you I know your a very busy guy now with your family and all

[guitar_stitch]

Meh, if I'm busy, I simply don't respond, assuming I'm even on.

[grzzbear]

I cant think of anything that I can say or do to help you ease your pain. Hopefully knowing that you do have friends out there that do care about you will help ease the pain a bit & hopefully give you the strength to get past this.
*hugs tight*

[the_dragon_mage]

*hugs* I'll give you lots of extra hugs next time I see you because that's about all I know to do. I wish I had some good advice but still, I've always got an ear to lend if you just need someone to talk to.