hmm whats new..nothin really. just tired of the cold weather. im so over freezing my ass off in the morning. o yea my mom is gettin a new car...convertable!! wooo finally. im excited. no more ghetto van...sorry andrea ours cant match nemore :-( lol but im goin over to paiges and surprising her!!! im so excited...im making it up to her for not ( Read more... )

well i kno i havent really updated in awhile..im so tired tho so i have to make this one short. well family is gettin better. no more fighting. just that week sucked so bad tho. yea i feel bad cuz i did a real shitty job on the homework haha like i dont even kno why i spent time on it..o well it happens ( Read more... )

megan roberts is my hero! i love her so much..and she loves me so darn much that she put an ad for me in her journal. she is the best ever. we are a dynamic dueo awesome..nuttin can split this shit up! haha megan i love you ur the best! hahaha we are so crazy! and i just thought i would put a little something in here becuz i love u that much!-kara

today was a lot better. wasnt as tired and dint have a headache. im still upset but o well i just learned to say screw it. lifes to short to spend it being unhappy.

-kara-

i pretty much hit rock bottom last night. im sure everyone could tell today, most people did. i just dont know what to do anymore. everything always comes back to being my fault. it is always my fucking fault. i never felt so sad in my life. my dad out of all people wont even defend or try to help me. i always have spoken so highly of him and told ( Read more... )

as i sit here and cry the only thoughts that are going through my head is that "it hurts so bad..i could never explain it."

well sorry i didnt update yesterday. i was too busy having the worst day of my life. yea think of bad then multply that by 10. i just hate it..my sister and my mom gang up on me all the time when my dad isnt here. i hate when people say things to you that you know arnt true but you just cant change there mind. my mom and my aunt are convinced that ( Read more... )

okay first off jesse mccartney is really hott. if you know anyone that looks close to that...send him my way hahaha. well me and laura just got done playing poker. laura did good for her first time. and we are just having a blast eating cake. with me and laura there is always cake involved. well im gonna make this one short but just saying that yea ( Read more... )

well just got watchin the oc. i had to tape it cuz of gay conditioning. well tommorrows friday and im staying at lauras! we are gonna play texas hold em..i bet you can guess how excited i am!!! and yes eat pizza!!! JUNK FOOD! something i havent seen in awhile ( Read more... )

well my jesse shrine in my planner is done. now i have something to look at when im bored at school. and travis im very mad at you right now by the way and he is jealous of jesse lol ( Read more... )