Well...I am way less confused. I have thought things through and had many a talks with the wonderful people in my life. I have come to my conclusion. And all parties who are concerned in it knows it. They are the only ones who need to know so lets keep it that way. ;-D.

I am as of this moment talking to my loovvee amanda!! I love her! I miss her ( Read more... )

Ehh...so confused. Still...I even got to go on a little trip with my church and the whole time all I could think of was the pickle I got myself into..

I really dont wanna hurt anyone..It's a lose/lose situation...I just have to decide who's going to lose...

I reallyyy do like them both...really. I may just wait until it's summer..its bound to ( Read more... )

Well...Life is sucking right now but at the same time its wonderful...Bittersweet. So many things tie in to make it bittersweet...

I have wonderful news that also has some bad baggage attatched and I have some HORRIBLLEE news...ruby you know. and soon more people will...I cant take this...really. I am starting to lose my morale..

I am going tog o ( Read more... )

Today has been good but coulda been better...I got to see my FAVE cousin! hehe! But sadly, she was sick so we didn't get to do as much as we would have liked.

I kinda missed school which was odd...I guess I just missed my friends and cheesecake( Linds ;-)..)and ethan!! hehe.

I found out I get to be mr. Scrivano for student sub day though! :-). Me ( Read more... )

I had a wondderrffull day so far!! I went to church, shane came home with me, then we went to pizza hut and had lunch. Then we came home and planted a garden with the pops and then we jumped in the pool. Then we went for a jog. And now we're eating ;-). lol

I am feeling much better today than I did yesterday. Numerous people helped with this. They ( Read more... )

I am feeling OH So Much Better. Thanks to a pep talk from a certain young fellow...He knows who he is. ;-).

Hahahaahaha Linds just said the funniest thing!! We were going through my old comments on the phone and she goes who is this loser?? and i said who is it? and she goes i dont know its annonymous. and it was her!! shes like OOHH thats from me ( Read more... )

Forgive my hesitation but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams because I don't have a clue.

And if you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.

That song fits with me...I want to trust ethan so bad but im so scared to!! So many people have ( Read more... )

Sorry I havent written in so long. I've been busy.

This week has NOT been so swell... My mom just left for N.Y.C today WITHOUT me! :-(! My cat ran away!! :-( and I am getting sick. Also today while making churros with Amy for spanish I burnt my finger!! Oh and Ms. Keyes basically tolf me I was fat! hmph.

But on a posotive note things are going ( Read more... )

Today I've accomplished my goals: Lay out and eat...Heres my weekend so far:

Friday morning- woke up and got Man and went to babysit for Todd and Summer

Friday afternoon- Got picked up by my aunt and went thrifting with Man but then she left with Kel :-(.

Friday evening- Got Linds and hung out with her and my aunt for a while. We ate at the beacon ( Read more... )

I have NO idea what I'm doing tonight...

I was posed to bowl but I dont know anymore... I may go with em and Ethan<3 but I dont exactly feel like bowling. We may meet amanda and her lil crew there? Don't know if I even want to..

A few thoughts going round...

Write more later...

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