Journal #5: I miss her.

[kara_chan]

It will be one month at 2:15AM since my mom was tragically killed in a car accident. I don't even know How I'm feeling. I just really miss her. I don't know how to accept it, I don't know how to get used to it-- it's all just a blur.

Comments

[alwaysamommy]

My best advice is to not force it. Allow yourself grief. It's the one thing that can't be taken away from you. If your best friend's mom died, you wouldn't tell her to suck it up and get over it a month later. Why should you have to do that?

[__enchantress__]

I am so sorry.

I agree with her as well, you can't force it. I think as time goes on you will be able to understand more and more and slowly feelings will start happening. its only been a month.. I am honestly surprised you are back at school. It shows how strong you are. I saw your picture you posted of your car and it gave me goosebumps, that is probably one of the scariest things I have ever seen. I would just relax, keep getting help from professionals and let the feeling come when they may. You have experienced something that only a few people will understand, there is no time limit for your grief.