I have always worried what people have thought about me. I feel this strange need to be sure that everyone likes me. I avoid confrontation and let people walk all over me just so they won't think ill of me. I often wonder why I care so much and can never come up with a valid answer, yet I still continue to act this way ( Read more... )

My belly is getting bigger by the day. At to the point now where you can't tell if I'm pregnant or just have a beer gut. Speaking of beer, it seems to be what I am craving the most. Weird. Although I know better than to do something so stupid ( Read more... )

Fear the Fluffy!!!! That is all.

You can hold me back at arm's length. You can avoid me. But always carry with you that I will never give up on you or our friendship. I am always here for you and always will be wether you like it or not. We have been friends for far too long and I love you too much to walk away.

When you are ready, I am here.

I can't seem to make light of much that has happened in 2004. It seems that 2005 is headed in the same direction. If it's not to much to ask this year I would appreciate the ability to laugh more than cry, to celebrate rather than mourn. I pray that this year turns around because it's becoming unbearable.

I went to the Dr. today. It is now official. I am 9 weeks pregnant. I am due July 5. The baby's healthy. That is all for now. More to come later.

Happy Birthday Eric!!!

May you have a booze-filled afternoon.

Love your cousin,

KJ

P.S. Get a hold of me when Amber has the baby.

The plumbing in our house is all clogged. We cannot use any of the drains. We have a home warranty that has put this on emergency status, which means prompt service. 36 hours and counting is hardly prompt to me. I think that I have talked to everyone employed there on the phone and have gotten nowhere each time. Is it to much to ask to be able to ( Read more... )

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Yesterday we put up our Halloween decorations. There is just something about this time of year. I love the holiday season when the weather starts to cool down, the leaves change color, and catching up with friends and family ( Read more... )