doesn't even look at me like that.

that's cool.

pretty sure God will NEVER bring an amazing guy in my life.

I'm coming home in July -- never to be enrolled in this school again. As much as I've complained about the crap that I've "gone through" that is not the reason. Sure it played a part in it, but it's not the main reason by any means. I'm taking a semester off to make some money. I'm pretty sure that's the best thing to do with my financial ( Read more... )

ensemble people are so fake.

fake christians. at least when i sin, i don't hide it. i know when i'm wrong. they just cover it up and pretend like everything is okay.

idiots.

Here I am, faking myself out. Lying to myself, saying, "you're okay, and you're gonna get thru this ( Read more... )

I have decided that something IS indeed going on with me. I have yet to figure out, exactly, what it is. Someone very close to me noted that I seem to be how I was my junior year in highschool. That was one of my hardest years as a teenager. I was definitely not in a good place that year...so I am concerned. I know deep down that I will never ( Read more... )

idiots.

i will be 20 in exactly 100 days from today. i went to eastern, and hated it. i turned 19. one year of college down. then i came here. almost 20, and i don't like it here either ( Read more... )

For real though.

I won't.

I have 13 days left.

That break will be exactly how I want, NEED, it to go.

It's times like these, when I have a pretty awesome sunday, and one thought of something sucky just completely has to turn it. I can't even write too much. I don't want to let my feelings in the open ( Read more... )

So, I've adapted here pretty well. Aside from the flaws that ABC does have, I think I'm adjusting, finally. It's taking a really long time. Yeah, there are a few people here who suck and need to get over themselves. There are a few people like that everywhere you go. I think it's just so much more in your face because I literally know 90% of ( Read more... )